disappearhere

So I am fucking sick with a terrible sore throat and fucking fever. I was supposed to start work agian but I keep getting sick. AAARGH!

Now I have to go to my annoying friends house in Oregon City for Thanksgiving. What do I have to give thanks for? Not much this year.

Oh god, what did I do.

I need a drunken fool smiley.

At least I didn't puke.

"they always say don't look for it
it'll find you
sometimes though i catch myself trying
convincing myself this is the one
i know it
calculating all the reasons why they should be right
and subtracting all the reasons why they're wrong
constantly forgeting the results
subtracting and adding forgeting again"

Heard that you are new in town
someone said you party down
well, later I'll be comin' round
we'll rack 'em up and suck 'em down

don't call your mother - don't call your priest
don't call your doctor - call the police
you bring the razor blade - I'll bring the speed
Take off your coat - it's gonna be a long night

there'll...
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Top 5 reasons I am a FUCKING LOSER:

5) I went out for PIRATE THURSDAY and got way too drunk.

4) I almost got abducted by a huge Russian serial killer who had a black leather trench coat and a rental van.

3) I poked my friends boobies without permission.

2) I don't think I paid my tab at the bar before leaving.

and the...
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Time for an update.
I get to come home Sunday and boy howdy, I can't wait. I hope everyone has fun this weekend, someone better do something drunk and stupid in my honor.

Anyway, see y'all soon!

Thank you to everyone who has been thinking of us and you guys know who you are. Thanks to Sara for filling in people with the details because I was kind of vague. I just didn't feel OK about putting those specific details on a "porn" site, even though to me, this site is not like that at all. It's a way to talk to...
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I'll be gone for an undetermined amount of time. I have to deal with a family thing and am flying back to CA Thursday. I won't go into detal here because I don't feel OK with it but just to let the few people know who may wonder what's going on.

I will not be at the Sushi/Lasrtag thing this weekend, nor will I be...
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I close my eyes, only for a moment, and the moment's gone
All my dreams, pass before my eyes, a curiosity
Dust in the wind, all they are is dust in the wind.
Same old song, just a drop of water in an endless sea
All we do, crumbles to the ground, though we refuse to see

Dust in the wind, all we are is...
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-MIDNIGHT CONFESSION

I killed a man tonight.

I knew he was dead the precise moment his body flipped over the hood of my car and slammed into the windshield.

What the hell was he doing out there, in the road, in that storm? I shouldnt have been driving. The rain was coming down in sheets. I could barely see the road let alone this poor...
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