I've been sleeping so much I 'm getting bed sores. I can feel them crop up and they itch really badly. When I can move, which is rare, I feel the dried puss sticking to the sheets. The Doctor hasn't been here to see me in a while, I worry sometimes. I'm getting enough to eat though, through this tube in my stomach. Some form...
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The ocean doesn't want me today
But I'll be back tomorrow to play
And the stranglers will take me
Down deep in their brine
The mischievous braingels
Down into the endless blue wine
I'll open my head and let out
All of my time
I'd love to go drowning
And to stay and to stay
But the ocean doesn't want me today
I'll go in...
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But I'll be back tomorrow to play
And the stranglers will take me
Down deep in their brine
The mischievous braingels
Down into the endless blue wine
I'll open my head and let out
All of my time
I'd love to go drowning
And to stay and to stay
But the ocean doesn't want me today
I'll go in...
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amitabha:
yo wassup my nizzle for shizzle dizzle
i bizzle to kizzle that izzle.
i bizzle to kizzle that izzle.
stacie:
waking up early is for the birds.. my new job, if i go will require me to be there at 4 or 6am on wed, sat and sund.. all weekend. i mean, really..
I'm back from NY. It's midnight and I just got home. It was fucking awesome and shitty at the same time. I wish I had more time there, it went by way too fast. I don't know what the hell I'm doing now. I don't know what the hell will happen with me and the girl. I'm very very tired. No Pirate Thursday for me.
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sicily:
yes. shit.
miloryan:
It sucks when nobody responds to a post you created eh? Sorry. Shit I would have but I didn't feel up to doing much on Friday. This evening I just worked on my moms car cause she's in town, then I worked in the garage on other shit, I'll probably just grab a beer down the street for a few. Go to Sinferno for sure Sunday! Later-
Into the high tension world of Gran Prix racing roars jealous passions, red-hot lust and the ugly demon called homicide!
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Tonight I fly. I hate flying. I leave at midnight. I have a huge lay-over in Tex-Ass. Suck.
I get to New York at 11:15AM NY local time. My friend who I'm going to see is throwing a party that night. Rock.
Things are...
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Tonight I fly. I hate flying. I leave at midnight. I have a huge lay-over in Tex-Ass. Suck.
I get to New York at 11:15AM NY local time. My friend who I'm going to see is throwing a party that night. Rock.
Things are...
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nimhly:
i'm coming too.
jia:
have much fun. mew.
Into the high tension world of Gran Prix racing roars jealous passions, red-hot lust and the ugly demon called homicide!
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I can't for the life of me stop sweating. It's getting ridiculous. I'm sweating like a whore in church, ever since I moved here. Is it humid? It doesn't seem all that hot. It's dark for fucks sake! Does my apartment just trap heat?...
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I can't for the life of me stop sweating. It's getting ridiculous. I'm sweating like a whore in church, ever since I moved here. Is it humid? It doesn't seem all that hot. It's dark for fucks sake! Does my apartment just trap heat?...
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dolorian:
i have a detachable vagina. wanna see it?
miloryan:
Fuck ya it's been hot and humid. Apartments suck for circulaiton. Thought your ass was going to NY.
This is one of the reasons why Charles Bukowski is fucking rad:
the souls of dead animals
afer the slaughterhouse
there was a bar around the corner
and I sat in there
and watched the sun go down
through the window,
a window that overlooked a lot
full of tall dry weeds.
I never showered with the boys at the plant
after work
so I...
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the souls of dead animals
afer the slaughterhouse
there was a bar around the corner
and I sat in there
and watched the sun go down
through the window,
a window that overlooked a lot
full of tall dry weeds.
I never showered with the boys at the plant
after work
so I...
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snow:
not just rad...fucking amazing.
choke fucking eh
choke fucking eh
pyratwilly:
where have all the good poets gone? I remember a description of a character in a movie being thus:
Slosh had morphed from computer geek to raging drunk in just under a year. He flunked out of school and was constantly mailing bad poetry to Charles Bukowski. None of us wanted to tell him Buke was dead.
Sorry about the Pirate's Cove fiasco last Thursday - I don't know if I already commented on this or not. I'll stick around longer next time.
Slosh had morphed from computer geek to raging drunk in just under a year. He flunked out of school and was constantly mailing bad poetry to Charles Bukowski. None of us wanted to tell him Buke was dead.
Sorry about the Pirate's Cove fiasco last Thursday - I don't know if I already commented on this or not. I'll stick around longer next time.
I have finally got my DSL and now I can be on line FOREVER! HAHAHAHAAAA!!!!!
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gingerlie:
haha i was just doing it because i felt like being catty, and because you told me that she was eyeing me. if you wouldnt have said something i wouldnt have done anything. oh well. i guess yay for girls with star tattoos. 
its totally awesome that i didnt get carded! next week for sure. ive found where im going now.
its totally awesome that i didnt get carded! next week for sure. ive found where im going now.
december:
i would like to see ween too, but probably won't because i'm sooo so so so so broke!
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miloryan:
What's the fuck'n deal Nate? Chicks just dig you! Lucky! What's up this weekend? Later, Ryan-
demigauge:
pirate thursdays eh?
Girls with nine star tattoos on their stomachs are kool.
edited to say that I was not refering to anyone on the site, so there!
edited to say that I was not refering to anyone on the site, so there!
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miloryan:
Shit! I wanted to go bowling bad. To bad I work until 10:30 on most Mondays. Next Monday I don't work though, so I hope it happens again. Did anyone stay till midnight by the way? I guess I could catch one last game on a normal work Monday if anyone did. Anyway, what's up? Hope you have a good week! Later, Ryan-
gingerlie:
umm...yeah well im planning on going to pirate thursday. hopefully there wont be any sneaking needed. i just wont drink there. i can be a good girl.
I just bought a ticket to NY.
I leave on Sept 6th.
Guess what day I fly back on.
I need to quit chain smoking.
Not quit smoking all together mind you.
Just quit smoking one every 5 minutes.
I leave on Sept 6th.
Guess what day I fly back on.
I need to quit chain smoking.
Not quit smoking all together mind you.
Just quit smoking one every 5 minutes.
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imbleeding:
It was wonderful!
The fight scena alone was worth whatever retarded amount of cash the ticket cost.
The fight scena alone was worth whatever retarded amount of cash the ticket cost.
stacie:
quitting smoking is a good idea all around
My new place is fucking rad. My building is full of hot young chicks and everyone has a dog.
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_6deana9_:
perhaps that's how the term 'hot dog' was coined.
_6deana9_:
i've had snake before, though i don't know what kind. it was in a soup.
Good times yesterday. It was nice to get to meet some of you PDX kids. Got good and drunk at Sinferno. I guess I should start moving my stuff into the new place today, so damn lazy.
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mora:
moving sucks. but once youre settled its the best
alexys:
no i didnt get yr email. where'd you send it to?
and no problem. about coming to yr party.
hope yr havin' a good time in p-town
and no problem. about coming to yr party.
hope yr havin' a good time in p-town
ahhhhhh, i never thought about that public toilet in amsterdam being a place to shoot up!!! cause in the morning, seriously when i passed it, it was drenched in piss. so i guess take your pick... piss and then shoot up or shoot up and then piss!!!
PDX baby!!
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