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"they always say don't look for it
it'll find you
sometimes though i catch myself trying
convincing myself this is the one
i know it
calculating all the reasons why they should be right
and subtracting all the reasons why they're wrong
constantly forgeting the results
subtracting and adding forgeting again"

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miloryan:
Nice edit to the journal....getting to much shit for the orig.?? It's so only about the wording that got such a shit reaction. I bet if you just put "looking for non-serious relationship" people wouldn't be getting all catty and shit. Anyway, forget it, Seattle Saturday is what it's all about!!! wink
pureblu12225:
this a *squeeze* typa response...luck in the search will you help with mine kiss
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Heard that you are new in town
someone said you party down
well, later I'll be comin' round
we'll rack 'em up and suck 'em down

don't call your mother - don't call your priest
don't call your doctor - call the police
you bring the razor blade - I'll bring the speed
Take off your coat - it's gonna be a long night

there'll...
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_6deana9_:
hi, sweetie* kiss
louise:
i don't want to meet your mom, i just want bang bang bang.
i don't want to know your name, i just want bang bang bang.

shiggity shiggity shwa :I
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Top 5 reasons I am a FUCKING LOSER:

5) I went out for PIRATE THURSDAY and got way too drunk.

4) I almost got abducted by a huge Russian serial killer who had a black leather trench coat and a rental van.

3) I poked my friends boobies without permission.

2) I don't think I paid my tab at the bar before leaving.

and the...
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atomic_tiki:
I can't decide weather or not to laugh at you or just shake my head. Either way you fucked up big time & missed out on a ton of fun.
pureblu12225:
man I heard about you missin your flight damn you smile
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Time for an update.
I get to come home Sunday and boy howdy, I can't wait. I hope everyone has fun this weekend, someone better do something drunk and stupid in my honor. wink

Anyway, see y'all soon!
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thursday:
psst. I'VE updated. your turn.
ryan:
werd..
good to meet you finally!!
have fun in the land o scarry people dressed up like disney ppl... he he.. holler when ya roll back to ptown.. yo. biggrin
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Thank you to everyone who has been thinking of us and you guys know who you are. Thanks to Sara for filling in people with the details because I was kind of vague. I just didn't feel OK about putting those specific details on a "porn" site, even though to me, this site is not like that at all. It's a way to talk to...
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_6deana9_:
i have a Cesna.... there were only like 5 made or something.... i never fly it though. too expensive. and i left it in africa. smile
_6deana9_:
... and nate is still a pretty boy.... love
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I'll be gone for an undetermined amount of time. I have to deal with a family thing and am flying back to CA Thursday. I won't go into detal here because I don't feel OK with it but just to let the few people know who may wonder what's going on.

I will not be at the Sushi/Lasrtag thing this weekend, nor will I be...
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stickyrice:
Oh boy. I just get back and you depart on a major issue. At the very least, I hope the sinus thing is gone. Take care, man.

SR
josh:
*hug*

I am sorry, dude. We'll be here for you. I mean that.

Stay strong.
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I close my eyes, only for a moment, and the moment's gone
All my dreams, pass before my eyes, a curiosity
Dust in the wind, all they are is dust in the wind.
Same old song, just a drop of water in an endless sea
All we do, crumbles to the ground, though we refuse to see

Dust in the wind, all we are is...
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babyblue:
heh, am I the only one who realizes that's Kansas you're stealing from?

Pretty words, indeed. Thief! tongue
nimhly:
i want to have doins with him.
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-MIDNIGHT CONFESSION

I killed a man tonight.

I knew he was dead the precise moment his body flipped over the hood of my car and slammed into the windshield.

What the hell was he doing out there, in the road, in that storm? I shouldnt have been driving. The rain was coming down in sheets. I could barely see the road let alone this poor...
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was_nicole:
i was having a bad day
louise:
YOU WANNA PPFFFIGHT?

:I :I :I

there is something funny that i can't point out to you here, so i will write you an email about it now.
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"I hope to get married after college. I'd like to buy a house and maybe have two kids."
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louise:
well, thank you. you are awesome too. together, we are an awesome force.

i think i'd rather have your dream than mine. mine are too realistic and not abstract enough so they scare me more than intrigue me. and i always have the worst ones in the morning right before i wake up so i feel all weird all day.

dolorian:
thanks. i just need to find me a sugar daddy kiss
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All work and no play makes Nate a bloodthirsty homicidal maniac. Don't worry though kids, I don't lash out to people I know. I'm thinking a couple of beligerant vagrants will tide me over. People just ignore them when they're alive anyway, so what's the difference if they're dead?

***disclaimer: I'm not really going to murder any vagrants. I'm just venting my frustration of the...
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miloryan:
Call me if you want to bust a few caps!
littledeadkid:
now that is a kick ass picture!
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I reach into the cooler for another can of beer.
Nothing seems the same anymore.
I feel like shit again.
I gotta get her to come and stay.
Too bad thats just a dream.
Lonesome till I forgot you.
I never knew I would.
I felt you with me for the longest time, and now I don't even know what day it is.
It's funny,...
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olsen:
I wrote a musical for my thesis. I'm trying to find male singer/actors who can perform in it. It's a strange reinterpretation of the bible, so the parts are for jesus/joseph, and 3 wisemen/apostles
_6deana9_:
ode to a hawt man

i wanted you bad, but you didn't know
i dreamt of you at school, in class, without show
sitting beside you hurt me more
i thought i'd be content but my heart just tore
i couldn't touch you in class, it would just be wrong
that's why i'm here writing this song
it pains me to think that it will never be
i think i could die now without screaming
when i called you, i couldn't talk
i had wanted the plank, just to walk
ARRR!!!
wish i could show you what i see
if our feelings were shared between you and me
hold my hand, hold my waist
pull me in closer, without haste
pull my hair back, kiss me on my lips
breathe with me now, don't do any tricks
we can go slow, if that's what you want
but please don't look at me and just taunt
you're so mean when you tease
but now i want you more, am i a sleeze?
if i called you again, i don't know if i could speak
i'm sorry, i think i'm just meak
but why don't you tell me how a girl could converse
with such a hawt man while being terse


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