going back to NYC tonight.
i love california, but i've had an overdose of the sunny state this time around - it's time to get back dirty urban living.
i'm 123 pounds now - only 3 more to go. i've decided that i think i'm body dysmorphic - i can't see the weight loss when i look in the mirror, and frankly i think i need to lose more.... bah, satisfaction will never be mine, i never let it... it's my own fault, i know.
in 24 hours i get my back worked on some more by ymonster, my dirty pretty alice in wonderland piece that has a dead fetus in one hand and a bloody bone saw in another - i hope we make a lot of progress on it so that it will look good for my upcoming shoot with insex. the timing is perfect too so that it will be at a good stage in the healing process when it's time to shoot.
coming back to nyc!
coming back to nyc!
FUCK YEA!
must go pack....
i love california, but i've had an overdose of the sunny state this time around - it's time to get back dirty urban living.
i'm 123 pounds now - only 3 more to go. i've decided that i think i'm body dysmorphic - i can't see the weight loss when i look in the mirror, and frankly i think i need to lose more.... bah, satisfaction will never be mine, i never let it... it's my own fault, i know.
in 24 hours i get my back worked on some more by ymonster, my dirty pretty alice in wonderland piece that has a dead fetus in one hand and a bloody bone saw in another - i hope we make a lot of progress on it so that it will look good for my upcoming shoot with insex. the timing is perfect too so that it will be at a good stage in the healing process when it's time to shoot.
coming back to nyc!
coming back to nyc!
FUCK YEA!
must go pack....
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teena:
ha ha silly Alexis....i figured it out like hours later. pot makes me funny in the head 
ericdravyn:
Knew I loved NYC for a reason... 