I'm not dead, I swear.
Just been slightly overwhelmed with things, is all. But I'm afloat, and happy, and frankly that's good enough for me.
Life though is good - I'm leaving tomorrow for a three week stay on the east coast - back to NYC for two weeks, and then down to Washington DC for Black Rose event. Will be great to catch up with my chosen family, I've missed them so much. And Washington DC will be a blast - I'll get to spend a week with the person I'm head over heels for (he now lives in Colorado so we don't see each other often).
Speaking of which... my last journal post seems to need a bit of clarifying. No, I'm not in love with a genie bottle (the art car shown in the picture), and I wasn't trying to put a funny tag line on a picture where I look so goofy-happy I might explode. I am real-deal, true-blue, puppies-and-kittens genuinely in love. With a *person*. (he has a name too, it's Dale) A really fantastic person who is sweet and funny, painfully attractive, excruchiatingly sadistic, and who has one of the most beautiful hearts I have ever encountered.
Yes, I've turned sappy. No, it doesn't bother me.
This definitely is not what I thought I'd be going through at this time in my life (I would never have seen myself in a happily committed relationship), but I'm very happy it is. My plans are changing, and I see things a lot clearer now - and I have someone to share that with now.....what more could I ask for?
But all that aside, things are going well - I'm starting to find a rhythm in Los Angeles, and appreciate the fact that I've met a handful of really good, quality people that I can share my life with here. Sadly, I know my time in Los Angeles is temporary, even though I just got here, I know my relationship with this city is going to be short.
So yeah, I'm alive, and things are going well - really well.
Just been slightly overwhelmed with things, is all. But I'm afloat, and happy, and frankly that's good enough for me.
Life though is good - I'm leaving tomorrow for a three week stay on the east coast - back to NYC for two weeks, and then down to Washington DC for Black Rose event. Will be great to catch up with my chosen family, I've missed them so much. And Washington DC will be a blast - I'll get to spend a week with the person I'm head over heels for (he now lives in Colorado so we don't see each other often).
Speaking of which... my last journal post seems to need a bit of clarifying. No, I'm not in love with a genie bottle (the art car shown in the picture), and I wasn't trying to put a funny tag line on a picture where I look so goofy-happy I might explode. I am real-deal, true-blue, puppies-and-kittens genuinely in love. With a *person*. (he has a name too, it's Dale) A really fantastic person who is sweet and funny, painfully attractive, excruchiatingly sadistic, and who has one of the most beautiful hearts I have ever encountered.
Yes, I've turned sappy. No, it doesn't bother me.
This definitely is not what I thought I'd be going through at this time in my life (I would never have seen myself in a happily committed relationship), but I'm very happy it is. My plans are changing, and I see things a lot clearer now - and I have someone to share that with now.....what more could I ask for?
But all that aside, things are going well - I'm starting to find a rhythm in Los Angeles, and appreciate the fact that I've met a handful of really good, quality people that I can share my life with here. Sadly, I know my time in Los Angeles is temporary, even though I just got here, I know my relationship with this city is going to be short.
So yeah, I'm alive, and things are going well - really well.
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alexis:
I clicked on that link to stalk your new boy and I'm not sure which one is him, this 'dave' fellow. show me!!!
alexis:
martial arts, weapons and firearms.. sounds like your perfect match