dirtyprettything

I'm tired - really, fucking, tired.

Yesterday I almost - ALMOST - lost a big gig because of my prior employer's current shenanigans. Thankfully all got cleared up and I'm working again, but I realized that getting out of this bog of crap is going to be harder than I thought - I just have to work hard and prove my worth, but there's only so much more I can take.

I don't think I ever shouted more than I did yesterday - my face literally turned a reddish purple color I was so mad/upset (this was due to a bunch of crap that's on my plate, not just the job problem issue). Though stressful, I'm glad I got so upset - I think that was the first time I vehemently defended myself in years.

i still have a headache from it tho. eh, so it goes.

EDITED TO ADD: I just added some great pictures taken by my friend Lochai at this year's FetishCon (located in my folder titled "Lochai")

Lochai is awesome - he's a great photographer, a sensational rigger, and a very talented top as well (he won me for the slave auction we had and I had a blast playing with him). Lochai's work can be found at kirinawa.com