dirtykokirii

So I decided to post a little picture of myself on facebook because I wanted to know what one of my cousins thought of my choice of colors when putting on eye shadow. Another one of my cousins decides to comment "I think you need to go to the gym chunky." My whole self esteem just dropped below surface level because it's one thing for a stranger to call me a fatass, but a family member? It was a low blow.... I know I'm not on the thin side and I'm trying to lose the weight... I lost 30 pounds so far but now it really doesn't feel like enough and I keep remembering why I was so afraid to be a Sucide Girl for the last 6 years. Below is the image I posted