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So, I went to the party Tues night & saw alot of my old friends. I saw people I hadn't seen since the party last yr when I had my wreck, saw a few I just hadn't seen over the last few months & even saw a few I hadn't seen since way before my accident. As soon as I got there everyone was screamin & yellin! "There's the Silver Medalist!!" (Which I left at home!) There were so many people there it was ridiculous! So many people I had never seen before. Of course most everyone was hammered by the time I got out there.

It was funny being the sober one sitting back & watching all the drunks act a damn FOOL. Gabrielle went with me so she kinda got a taste of my damn redneck ass friends. lol Yeah I'm from such a small town area..It's kinda sad really.

This yr they actually made trophies instead of just medals! They all said "In Memory of Chris" on the bottom. It always comes down to power hour to decide the winner. By this time my friend Wee-Man is up on the picnic table YEALLING
" Who wants to see my sister?!?!"
I was lost for a moment..until he started to unbutton his pant... Half of us are screaming "NO" the other are screamin "YEAH". The next thing I know he's stnding there with his dick between his legs & his pants around his knees!! I about fucking died laughing!!! Then he starts turning around to show everyone & there's his nutz poppin out the back! Oh sweet jesus! I was crying I was laughing so hard. He ended up winning the gold. He's the smallest guy there!! During his speech he said he couldn't believe he won, in return someone says " I can't believe your nuts are that small!!" I was fun though.

They gave the gold to my Chris's mom. I really couldn't believe his parents were there...I mean my accident was right across the road from their house last yr & their son just passed away a little more than a month ago...But I mean too... maybe they just wanted to be around his friends & help supervise..I dunno I had mixed emotions on that one.

I just sat back & chilled on like 3 beers & talked to people, almost had the empty keg dropped on me!! I got a little pissed b/c at that point a few of them were getting a LITTLE out of hand. Chances are they drove home too.. I ran into my friend Tom who just got outta the Navy I he was kinda stagerin when he walked but he SWORE he KNEW his LIMITS....I tried to get him to stay awhile longer but he left anyway. I kinda hoped me being there might be a little reminder to everyone. I think it was to a point but, it's their decision.

As much fun as it was though, it still just wasn't the same. I just felt weird being there. There where alot of people who knew me that never even came over & spoke to me. Maybe it was because the didn't know what to say but a hey how ya doin woulda been nice..It was like Gabrielle said, I just felt out of place. Granted I knew most everyone there BUT me & Gabrielle were basically the only people there who were copletely sober. It felt like I was on the outside looking in, ya know? I just had to kinda sit off to the side & watch everyone else. The ones who have done & STILL alot of WAAAAAY more dumb shit than I ever thought of & have never had to pay any price. (NOT that I would wish my current state on ANYONE!)

I'm glad I went though. It just made it feel like everything in the past year has finally come full circle.

I'll have some pics in a day or two. When we got there I realized my digital was @ home! It sux anyway so..

Take care everyone!!