dirty__1

So Bree went home just a few minutes ago. It's so quiet when she leaves. I hate it. In a way it's good though. I tend to get impatatiant sometimes. So when she's gone it's time for me to just recoop & get stuff done. I miss her though. Tonite is her Bible School graduation so mom's at that. I wasn't able to go b/c mom's not able to help me in & out of the car by herself since dad & Gabrielle are both gone I'll miss that. I talked to her mom tonite about some of my visitation that she's wanting to change up & of course my suggestions were shot down as usual. So that's still up in the air.

Last night Bree scared the shit outta me. She doesn't really understand what I can & can't do still yet. So she's up on my lap, riding around the house, like she does all the time. She decided to put her arms around my neck & lean WAAY back, which pulled me forward. Normally this would have been o.k. BUT she did it so quick I didn't have time to grab ahold of anything & it started to pull me forward outta my chair. I started yelling at her to let go but she didn't listen so my mom had to jump up & tell her to let go & she had to help me up. Bree thought she was introuble at first, but I just explained to her that I'm just not strong enough to do stuff like that yet. If I would have fallen I don't have the strength in my arms to hold myself up & I could just see my knees going into her ribs or something... Scared the hell outta me!

Gabrielle left Fri. to go home for the weekend like normal, but before she left she had to make sure & stay until my ex came to pick Bree up for Bible School. Before she left though we were talking about the spider bit on my arm & that if it wasn't better by Sat. I was gonna go to the doctor. Now most people would think that her knowing my mom can't get me there alone that she would have called Sat to see how I was....Yep you guessed it NO CALL! She went to a suprise b-day party Fri. night & then aparantly went to a party or something Sat night, which I've yet to really get the story of... Someting tells me I'm not gonna like it, but anyway. So she finally calls today & is just like "Hey. What's goin on? What did you guys do this weekend. Who did you talk to?" I had to bring up my arm & she's like " Oh yeah. How's that lookin'?" WTF! Anyway..I told her it's a little better but I may not go to therapy tomorrow. So she asked me if I was gonna go to the doctor. I was just like I dunno, whatever...

Anyway......*climbs down from soapbox*

So in lighter news..I went up a gauge in my earses. Yeah I'm up to a woping 14 gauge! Slowly, slowly streatching them. I don't wanna go to big though.

I've started working on designing my tattoo & my MOMS too!! As far as my mom getting ink, I still say I'll believe it when I see it.

My shoulder's well rested & feeling better so I can hit pool therapy prety hard again tomorrow at least!

Not much else going on really! Hope everone had a good weekend!!