Even when I'm surrounded by people I still feel so alone..I dunno why. It's like I can still laugh and joke but I still feel this cold feeling inside..I can't help it, I just can't really reach out to anyone any more. I just kinda feel like I can only tell certain people certain things. I miss having someone I could tell anything to.
It's hard now because I can't even just go out and have a beer with the guys and kinda blow some steam off. I'm stuck, I have to just sit around with nothing really to take my mind off of everything. I used to have school,work,family, friends and just a million other things to keep myself busy. Now I just try to bury myself in a book or a movie. I'm too chicken shit to really sit down and try much of my art anymore because I lost soo much after my wreck that i just can't do what I used to be able to..I really just need to suck it up and find SOMETHING productive to do!
I wanna go get some new ink but can't because of my pool therapy and I only get 2 days a week for that as it is so I really don't wanna give up a week or more of that just for a tat. I don't have friends who really come around anymore so I'm basically stuck here until one of them can come by and take me some where. Even then it's gotta be someone who can help me in and out of the car and manage my wheelchair...I'm just tired of being confined to this house. HELL I'D BE HAPPY TO JUST GO TO WORK!!!
I never talk politics or religion with many people because my veiws are usually very different and I hate when people try to push their ideas on me. Lately I've kinda become prety outspoken on my opinion of Government and different politacal things...namely..FUCK GEORGE W.!!
Anyone who hasn't seen it..Fareheight 9/11...WHATCH IT!
I really have a really shitty opinion of politics in general. Polititions no matter who they are are crooked in some way or another I don't give a fuck what they say! Il. Medicaid (s/p?) sux ass! They pay for the minimum that's it! Fuckers like Bush, congress and the fucking senate can spend hundreds of thousands of dollars on parties and shit though. If some of these fucks have it their way we won't have SS, disability, or anything in a few years the way things are goin'.
I still think we have one of the greatest countries in the world BUT I think underneath it all.....we have one of the most fucked up gov. too! :mad
My biggest beef with George W. right now..Stem Cell research...IT'LL HELP PEOPLE WHO PRICK!! Put his ass in a fucking helmet and vest, give him a rifle and let him fight his own fucking war! Better yet lets sign his worthless kids up. I bet if one of them got hurt and he though it wouldhelp them he'd end the war, give millions of dollars to research and say it was for the benefit of the country...jackass..
O.k....*off my soapbox now*
sorry if I piss anyone off who reads this...
It's hard now because I can't even just go out and have a beer with the guys and kinda blow some steam off. I'm stuck, I have to just sit around with nothing really to take my mind off of everything. I used to have school,work,family, friends and just a million other things to keep myself busy. Now I just try to bury myself in a book or a movie. I'm too chicken shit to really sit down and try much of my art anymore because I lost soo much after my wreck that i just can't do what I used to be able to..I really just need to suck it up and find SOMETHING productive to do!
I wanna go get some new ink but can't because of my pool therapy and I only get 2 days a week for that as it is so I really don't wanna give up a week or more of that just for a tat. I don't have friends who really come around anymore so I'm basically stuck here until one of them can come by and take me some where. Even then it's gotta be someone who can help me in and out of the car and manage my wheelchair...I'm just tired of being confined to this house. HELL I'D BE HAPPY TO JUST GO TO WORK!!!
I never talk politics or religion with many people because my veiws are usually very different and I hate when people try to push their ideas on me. Lately I've kinda become prety outspoken on my opinion of Government and different politacal things...namely..FUCK GEORGE W.!!
Anyone who hasn't seen it..Fareheight 9/11...WHATCH IT!
I really have a really shitty opinion of politics in general. Polititions no matter who they are are crooked in some way or another I don't give a fuck what they say! Il. Medicaid (s/p?) sux ass! They pay for the minimum that's it! Fuckers like Bush, congress and the fucking senate can spend hundreds of thousands of dollars on parties and shit though. If some of these fucks have it their way we won't have SS, disability, or anything in a few years the way things are goin'.
I still think we have one of the greatest countries in the world BUT I think underneath it all.....we have one of the most fucked up gov. too! :mad
My biggest beef with George W. right now..Stem Cell research...IT'LL HELP PEOPLE WHO PRICK!! Put his ass in a fucking helmet and vest, give him a rifle and let him fight his own fucking war! Better yet lets sign his worthless kids up. I bet if one of them got hurt and he though it wouldhelp them he'd end the war, give millions of dollars to research and say it was for the benefit of the country...jackass..
O.k....*off my soapbox now*
sorry if I piss anyone off who reads this...
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i really hope you have kick ass therapists who kick your ass into shape
good luck!!
You need to do a screen capture and save it as a .gif file for uploading. I can tell you step by step on a mac-- as for pc, i'd have to wait til tomorrow at work to see how.
I hope you had fun playing with it anyway!