Normally a weekend with my daughter around just lifts my spirits and really makes everything else go away,not this weekend. I dunno why really. All weekend when mom and dad wanna talk I just wanna shove my nose in a book or stare at the computer screen. I sit and play with Breeann as much as I can but I just feel worse and worse knowing that there's so much I can't do for her.I know just the fact I'm still here to be with her should make me feel better but it doesn't.
A preacher from a local church where my best friends aunt(who I've known since I was in like 2nd grade) goes to church stopped by today. I really kinda hate talking to pastors and really religious people when they start talking about prayer and inviting me to church. I realize they're just being nice and trying to help but it just makes me uncomfortable.....I have my own take on religion ,I never try to push it on anyone or try to say that anyone else is wrong in what they believe, I just don't like when someone brings it up and then won't let it go. This guy really didn't push the issue but he just kept bringing things up like where my family went to church, what background we had as far as religious,then he invited us to church,started talking about how even doctors are saying how ppl who are prayed for get better quicker, and just other things like that..I dunno, maybe it's just me.
It's like everything that happened over the last 9 months is finally starting to sink in on me...I thought I was dealing with it prety good but now it really starting to hit me...hard. I just sit here and listen to music and read, draw, or sit here and think waay to much about stuff.
A preacher from a local church where my best friends aunt(who I've known since I was in like 2nd grade) goes to church stopped by today. I really kinda hate talking to pastors and really religious people when they start talking about prayer and inviting me to church. I realize they're just being nice and trying to help but it just makes me uncomfortable.....I have my own take on religion ,I never try to push it on anyone or try to say that anyone else is wrong in what they believe, I just don't like when someone brings it up and then won't let it go. This guy really didn't push the issue but he just kept bringing things up like where my family went to church, what background we had as far as religious,then he invited us to church,started talking about how even doctors are saying how ppl who are prayed for get better quicker, and just other things like that..I dunno, maybe it's just me.
It's like everything that happened over the last 9 months is finally starting to sink in on me...I thought I was dealing with it prety good but now it really starting to hit me...hard. I just sit here and listen to music and read, draw, or sit here and think waay to much about stuff.
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