so i think I'm goin out to eat w/ gabrielle and a bunch of her family tonite...I'm kinda nervous since this will be the first time alot of them have met me and it's gonna be w/ me in a wheelchair..I'm still just not really comfortable w/ my situation. Plus it sux because if she can't get off work early then I can't go because I need her to come home and help me in the car. So it's kinda sinking in that there are alot of things I'm missing out on and am gonna miss out on for awhile...it just sux..I'm soooo damn bored in this house.
It's like when I first got home my best friend called or came by at least once a week and we went out about every other week. Now that I've been home a couple months it's like no one calls no one stops by...and ALOT of my friends drive right by my house everday...
It's something I will be sure to remember when I get better
It's like when I first got home my best friend called or came by at least once a week and we went out about every other week. Now that I've been home a couple months it's like no one calls no one stops by...and ALOT of my friends drive right by my house everday...
It's something I will be sure to remember when I get better
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anyway, what i was going to say was it sucks to have to rely on other people in order to do things. a certain dignity definitely comes with independence and i'm sure you will gain some indepependence back over time. and as far as having friends not stop by...that is lame too. but i would call them if i were you. actually invite them over to hang out or watch a movie and eat pizza. they should be thoughtful enough to call you, but i say call them. at least it will give you something to do.
[Edited on Mar 05, 2005 6:52PM]
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