Woke up early today..like 5:30....still goin and it's like 11 now...kinda odd for me but then again my daughter got here around 6 so you don't get much chance to do much sleeping w/a 5yr old here...lol BUT I love havin her around so..
SOOOO HAPPY TONITE......finally got new speakers for the pc!!!! I can actually HEAR music and stuff now..
Gabrielle left today and was goin to go to STL for the weekend for a baby shower and to visit her aunt but then last night her dads fiance's mom died, so now she's staying for the funeral this weekend so that sux..
I talked to my best friend yesterday and I'm thinking we're gonna get out sun night after Breeann goes back to her moms house and go to the movies or something..Anything to get me out of the fucking house...On a related not...I talked to Jess today(*the girl I was actually dating when my accident happened*) and kinda brought up the fact I was maybe gonna call some people and see if they all wanted to go. I know I'm terrible for doing this but I really don't want Gabrielle comming along....I just need time to be myself around my friends because it's like when Gabrielle is around my and my friends I can't really act myself or bring up certain things without her getting pissy. It sucks that it's like that..When it's just me and her I can be myself because no one else is there for me to talk to or they aren't there bringing up some of the old shit we used to do that pisses her off...Anyway..regardless I AM taking a night out with my friends...Sorry if that makes me a jackass but I haven't got to go out with my friends in over 5 months and haven't gotten to see alot of them since I got outta the hospital so...I'M GOIN!!
SOOOO HAPPY TONITE......finally got new speakers for the pc!!!! I can actually HEAR music and stuff now..
Gabrielle left today and was goin to go to STL for the weekend for a baby shower and to visit her aunt but then last night her dads fiance's mom died, so now she's staying for the funeral this weekend so that sux..
I talked to my best friend yesterday and I'm thinking we're gonna get out sun night after Breeann goes back to her moms house and go to the movies or something..Anything to get me out of the fucking house...On a related not...I talked to Jess today(*the girl I was actually dating when my accident happened*) and kinda brought up the fact I was maybe gonna call some people and see if they all wanted to go. I know I'm terrible for doing this but I really don't want Gabrielle comming along....I just need time to be myself around my friends because it's like when Gabrielle is around my and my friends I can't really act myself or bring up certain things without her getting pissy. It sucks that it's like that..When it's just me and her I can be myself because no one else is there for me to talk to or they aren't there bringing up some of the old shit we used to do that pisses her off...Anyway..regardless I AM taking a night out with my friends...Sorry if that makes me a jackass but I haven't got to go out with my friends in over 5 months and haven't gotten to see alot of them since I got outta the hospital so...I'M GOIN!!
faye:
Girls get over shit, friends are important...maybe you shouldn't take my advice but I totally feel that way.