I'm begining to remember why I used to hate school now. This online is so much different though! I don't have someone I can sit & talk to face to face. I've got to scan all these forms & shit & get them e-mailed into them & then wait for them to get the e-mails & process it & blah blah blah blah...Plus i'm dealing with 2 different women at the same time si it's kinda hard to heep straight what goes to who.. 
I'll be glad as hell to get this shit all done & just get to goin' on some classes.
Mon. I have to go & meet with a lady about maybe getting some financial aid through one of the state programs for disabled people! Finally one of these places are actually getting back to me about some thing! So Mon. will have a HUGE impact on wether or not I start in Jan. or Feb.. I've basically decided I'm waiting till Feb. I need the time to buy Photoshop, a new camera, Microsoft Office & other shit & get re-aquainted or just get a crash course with the programs. Plus get books, supplies & all that good shit.
Everything around here just has me so damn stressed out too. With Gabrielle leaving in a month or so it just really kind of puts a damper on the holidays..We keep having these STUPID fights about the SAME DAMN THINGS! She's basically got me to the point that I'm not really that upset she's leaving..I'm sad about it & yeah I'll miss her but she stresses me out so bad that I'm just numb to the whole situation anymore.
I'm still more upset about my cat dying this week than I am about Gabrielle leaving....
I'm just trying to work my ass off in the pool at therapy & get my damn upper body back as much as I can & drop these extra pounds I've put on in the last few months.
Anyway, hope all is well with everyone!
"Nearly all men wan withstand failure...
But if you want to test a man's character, give him power"
I'll be glad as hell to get this shit all done & just get to goin' on some classes.
Mon. I have to go & meet with a lady about maybe getting some financial aid through one of the state programs for disabled people! Finally one of these places are actually getting back to me about some thing! So Mon. will have a HUGE impact on wether or not I start in Jan. or Feb.. I've basically decided I'm waiting till Feb. I need the time to buy Photoshop, a new camera, Microsoft Office & other shit & get re-aquainted or just get a crash course with the programs. Plus get books, supplies & all that good shit.
Everything around here just has me so damn stressed out too. With Gabrielle leaving in a month or so it just really kind of puts a damper on the holidays..We keep having these STUPID fights about the SAME DAMN THINGS! She's basically got me to the point that I'm not really that upset she's leaving..I'm sad about it & yeah I'll miss her but she stresses me out so bad that I'm just numb to the whole situation anymore.
I'm still more upset about my cat dying this week than I am about Gabrielle leaving....
I'm just trying to work my ass off in the pool at therapy & get my damn upper body back as much as I can & drop these extra pounds I've put on in the last few months.
Anyway, hope all is well with everyone!
"Nearly all men wan withstand failure...
But if you want to test a man's character, give him power"
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i'm dealing with 2 different women at the same time si it's kinda hard to heep straight what goes to who
i've heard nearly the same said about threesomes.
And cameras are fun. Photoshop is fun. Put the two together... Mmm-hmm. Maybe I'm a nerd, but that's my idea of a fun time...