dirty__1

I'm taking a leave of absence as of tonight. I kinda hate to but with so much going on & the fact that I'm just not on here as much the last couple months I just can't justify the money right now. I'll be on the comeback trail in a couple months more than likely. I just need to recharge the batteries, replenish the wallet,...
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So my internet hasn't been worth shit lately BUT I've been doing some journals/blog stuff in my notes for a couple weeks off & on I'm going to let those sort of trickle out over the next few days if I can. I hate to post 10 entry's in one day, not that I'm concerned about making sure everyone reads them but still.

I swear I'm not a complete Debbie Downer! I'm really not I promise it's just that I'm finding it harder & harder to find the positive things to focus on... I'm one of the first people to stick up for people not being able to do stuff as much once you get older bc of work, kids & just being a fucking grown up. That...
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Am I the only one that sometimes feels like they are to old for this site?? Not in the sense that I'm above this site or I'm just above it but rather than I feel out of place here lately. I just haven't really found that group or that one person I can really relate to or they can relate with me. I'm a whopping...
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I know most people would think I mean summer but that's not it.. Nope for me it's CONCERT SEASON!!! I fucking love, LOVE, going to concerts! I go to as many as my bank account will allow me to go to. Last year just wasn't much of a big deal bc I just didn't see many I had interest in going to. The one Pointfest...
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