I haven't done drugs in about 24 hours now and I feel like a frikking wonderful thing.
I wanted to thank those that have stopped by to look into a slice of my life for even 8 seconds, especially if you said something in a comment.
Anyway, I know as long as I maintain my current state of mind I'll be a winner. Tomorrow is...
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I wanted to thank those that have stopped by to look into a slice of my life for even 8 seconds, especially if you said something in a comment.
Anyway, I know as long as I maintain my current state of mind I'll be a winner. Tomorrow is...
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fridgemagnet:
Hey man, just wanted to see how you're doing. Hang in there, believe it or not, I'm wishing the best for ya.
Today is Friday, March 25th 2005 at 10:14 pm (PST).
My name is Christopher Reed Sgamma and this is my Friday night.
Let me tell you about my life. I'm twenty three years old, I was born Jan 6th 1982 in W.V. I lived with my parents, younger sister (18 months apart), and younger brother (5 years apart) on a farm in rual Pennsylvania until...
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My name is Christopher Reed Sgamma and this is my Friday night.
Let me tell you about my life. I'm twenty three years old, I was born Jan 6th 1982 in W.V. I lived with my parents, younger sister (18 months apart), and younger brother (5 years apart) on a farm in rual Pennsylvania until...
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lil_tuffy:
Go to rehab. If you can't fix yerself, then let someone else try. I know it seems shitty but people have emerged from much darker holes than yours.
Good luck.
:tuffy:
Good luck.
:tuffy:
missmontana:
Well... I think that you got some great advice and empathy up^ there. I agree with all of it. Go to rehab. Addicition is a desease and you have it. If you had cancer you wouldn't lay there waiting for it to go away on its own? would you? You need to completely change your life. Everything has to be different. And saying that you find changing everything scarey is a cop out, since... well from the sound of things, shit isn't going so hot for you the way you have it. You can turn it around... BUT you have to WANT to do the work seriously, no one can do it for you. If you aren't 100% commited to geting well and stopping, well this may seem harsh and alot of my fellow SGrs may be mad at me for saying this to you, but you won't make it. Right now you have 3 choices... get the helpyou need and clean up, end up in jail, or die. I know which one I would choose.
Lecture over....
sigh, I don't want you to think I am a bitch... because I do care what you are going through. I sincerely hope that you take my words to heart and the words of all the others who wrote to you. You can do it. If you need to vent, vent to me anytime. I wish the best for you. You can do this.
xoxo
Dreams
Lecture over....
sigh, I don't want you to think I am a bitch... because I do care what you are going through. I sincerely hope that you take my words to heart and the words of all the others who wrote to you. You can do it. If you need to vent, vent to me anytime. I wish the best for you. You can do this.
xoxo
Dreams
It's windy outside today and I have the window open. A wonderous breeze is filling my room with parking lot soot and car fumes. Ahhhhhh.........I love Vegas.
I'm NOT a poet and I SURE AS HELL know it.
An ol' twist on me Pops ol' line.
I'm NOT a poet and I SURE AS HELL know it.
An ol' twist on me Pops ol' line.
Alright, get this. I can't commit to a journal so how the fuck have I made it through twenty-three years of life on this interesting planet?
I know that asking that question may or may not open up the opportunity for a field of answers by my (can I say) fellow SG posters. I say 'may or may not' due to my track record being...
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I know that asking that question may or may not open up the opportunity for a field of answers by my (can I say) fellow SG posters. I say 'may or may not' due to my track record being...
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dirtman:
Me thinking I'm a killer
If a journal entry isn't made and people continue to read it does it elicit an opinion?
What came first the orange fruit or the orange color?
Hey journal jam, check this out. The other night things were a bit erie around the ol nightstand and I was doodling with this 2 inch x 2 inch mirror that I use to draw self portraits (see...
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What came first the orange fruit or the orange color?
Hey journal jam, check this out. The other night things were a bit erie around the ol nightstand and I was doodling with this 2 inch x 2 inch mirror that I use to draw self portraits (see...
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fridgemagnet:
The orange color totally came before the fruit. Because sunlight shows up as orange at times, and without sunlight you know, no oranges. If you're asking about the english? I would guess they named the fuit after the color.
If you have any other fruit or visible spectrum related questions, please let me know.
If you have any other fruit or visible spectrum related questions, please let me know.
I'm up like the sunrise and it's starting to look like another day of too much fucking sun.
Going to donate plasma today, it is actually advertised in the paper as a 'part time job'. $200 bucks a month sounds good to me
I'll report back if things go as planned and I'll not report back if I pass out driving home and careen off...
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Going to donate plasma today, it is actually advertised in the paper as a 'part time job'. $200 bucks a month sounds good to me
I'll report back if things go as planned and I'll not report back if I pass out driving home and careen off...
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t_dd:
hah i agree, but i cant really tell her that
joey:
haha now you've got me wondering...And all I have to say is get ready for some hot ass weather..This is nothing
dirtman:
Shouldn't the name tell you what's inside??!
dirtman:
Gimme a break.
This is my entry, there are many like it but this one is mine. Without my entry I am useless, without me my entry is useless.
I have a real journal, a calender I jot on daily, and now this? How can I spread bad humor to so many places at once?
Only time will tell.
::smile of approval::
I have a real journal, a calender I jot on daily, and now this? How can I spread bad humor to so many places at once?
Only time will tell.
::smile of approval::
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whirlyknives:
what did you name your journal? betty?sue? ralph?
dirtman:
I don't really nickname objects that can't verbally respond. People on the other hand, 24 hours and I'll have something crafty worked up.