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New set I've posted in PSW. Check it out and tell me what you think

I shot this set with the intention of making it B&W, but after I had seen the results I got this funny feeling all over me.

There aren't many who know this (or if they know, have been kind enough not to say anything) but I touch up most of my images. Not because I want to fake something that isn't real.. Not to impress anyone else.. Just for the sheer reason that I HATED looking at them and thought they made my pictures horrid.

But after looking at these pictures.. How they came out, even in color.. I was so pleased with my body and how my soul seems to leap out through the lens and stare right back at me. Like Fallen was saying, "Girl.. enough is enough!" and right then and there I decided I didn't want to touch up my photos again.

A lot of things happened in my life to contribute to my scars.. and there is no need for me to be ashamed of them anymore. I still despise how they look, how even as much weight I could loose, I'll never be able to wear a bikini or halter top.. But it's me, and I love me (and besides.. I'd give some poor man a heart attack if I wore a halter )

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Anyways.. what's up everyone? I've been really lazy on posting lately. My husband left for the field the other day.. is gonna be gone an entire month. I'm pretty miserable, being home alone, but actually quite happy to be by myself.. He stresses me out!

Been working on my site, too! It's up, if you wanna give it a look. The Mistress part isn't up yet. I'll explain that later ::giggle:: But the main page should be working just fine: http://www.dirtyluv.com Just gotta get my credit card dealers code on there, some "Buy now" links for some merch and put some free galleries and banners together. All in all, should be up within the week

Let's see. What else.. Been masturbating a lot. But that's nothing new.. Went to Stuttgart on Friday with a girlfriend. That was fun, but my friend Xy's grandpa had a heart attack Friday night. I saw how torn up they where so I just decided to come home.. Didn't want to be in the way. Coco (my girlfriend from college) barely spent anytime on the surface - busy making out with some guy she'd just met. Her man is in Iraq right now.

Hey.. I'm not gonna say shit.. It's not my place..

Moving on.. I had a good time before the news came. Their papa is still in critical condition as far as I know. Shame.. so much bad shit happening in the world.

Well, it's 2AM and I really dont need to be getting TOO deep here. I'm gonna call my baby Red_Flynn at work so I can hear his voice before I go to bed. I know, pathetic.. whatever.. I'm a romantic.



Hope you enjoy the pics & poem I wrote.. Should be posted under "Fallen" in my folder, too.

X & O