it was weird couple months for me. Both my parents died last month. My good friend is in hospice. The two traumas are overlapping. My life seems to be in turmoil and there's nothing but uncertainty. Or everything is lining up perfectly to get me to a new part of life.
My parents were old and died peacefully with no pain. I wasn't close to them; I ran away from home at 15. We had worked out our issues; which were huge. Even though I'm feeling more or less okay; but losing your parents leaves a void inside. It took a few weeks for me to start feeling better; but I'm not moving ahead now. I'll have to travel to the funeral in a few weeks and go deal with people. Everything is as good as it could be; but everything is still unsettled.
I'm in denial that my friend is dying. There's a bunch of strange people to consider. The situation with her; makes losing my parents harder to deal with.
This is what life gave me. I think I'm strong enough to deal with it. I'll try to have a positive attitude, endure the tough times, and hope for a new horizon in the coming year.
My music is going good. I have an acoustic solo show twice a week. We are releasing a streaming song almost every month. Here's a video with our latest release.
