dire_romantic

Things are going so very slowly right now. Hours don't seem to pass with the same carelessness that they used to. It'd be nice to think that its cuz I've simply got too much free time on my hands, but I honestly think its something more frustrating. Not having anyone to share that spare time with is what's getting me down. Sure I can hang out with my bestest buddies for hours and we can have a great time, but it just doesn't amount to much really when there's no real companionship.

A really cute girl last night told me that I was too nice. Not in the context of relationship type stuff, but just in general. Is such a thing possible? Can someone be so generous that it becomes a fault? If you are such a person, does it make you more vulnerable, or weaker than those who aren't? I've definately learned that it makes it really easy to be taken advantage of when it comes to doing favours and helping others out of tough situations.

I'm not going to stop doing those things though - it'd be completely against the grain of my character. I've just had a rough night last night and am feeling sorta in the dumps this morning. Venting over.

ciao