dionysos

Last weekend was incredible.
On friday some assholes in a bar started a fight for no reason with me and my girlfriends brother. Why fought like fucking, drunken fighting irish or something, somehow it was fun

Saturday i had a very niiice flirt with a girl from frankfurt, it was the first real flirt since years and it was really amazing, we talked about fucking after a few minutes of talking

But shit, i love my girlfriend and i dont want to hurt her.
I feel bad because im thinking stupid things like "Can i be with her all my life?" or "How would it be to have another girl" etc.

I dont know, everything is too confusing these days.