dinalu

hey guys, i kno im hardly ever on this things now but i need a place to rant rite now and i cant think of anywere else...

i feel lik im breaking! i feelin like things will never get better, there is always some obsecul in front of me that i cant overcome so i jst pretend to. im grateful for so many things and feel so selfish an useless for even thinkin lik this but with 6.8 billion people in the world wat diffrence wud it possibly make if i wasnt here

im not sayin im gona kill myself as i hava baby growing inside me and wat rite do i have to take its life....i want to b the best mum i can be but rite now i even find it difficult taken a shower.

im tryin so so hard to lose it, i think im failing though..i dunno how much more of this i can take!

i wish someone cud go into my head and sort it out, at least tell me were im goin wrong...i wanna be a better person, but im rubbish! rly rly rubbish!

does some1 have the easy answer? i cud rly RLy use the secret of coping rite now