i cannot change things. if i could, things would be different right now. instead, i will just go with the flow and assume this is how things should be.......no more wishing he will come over in the night, he is-apparently-done with me and has given me every reason to leave it behind.
i did not, in fact, go to texas. i refuse to leave b/c i know i am stronger and better than my previous b.s. i found my peace of mind and will continue to enjoy what i can.
in a lot of ways, i am happier than i've ever been. first and foremost, no longer do i or will i drink to drown my disappointments....that is a great accomplishment for me considering the last couple of years. on top of that, these last couple of days have helped me to deal with what other little issues i have had......things are gonna be great.
i did not, in fact, go to texas. i refuse to leave b/c i know i am stronger and better than my previous b.s. i found my peace of mind and will continue to enjoy what i can.
in a lot of ways, i am happier than i've ever been. first and foremost, no longer do i or will i drink to drown my disappointments....that is a great accomplishment for me considering the last couple of years. on top of that, these last couple of days have helped me to deal with what other little issues i have had......things are gonna be great.
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i hope being upbeat is a good thing around here
lets not be strangers.. speak soon
Peace to ya Dear,
Samantha