dilative

hmmm....today's been crazy. i couldn't sleep last night, so i've been little ms. grouchy all day...as the day progressed, my mood got worse...then tonight, i took a chance just to have it backfire on me.....lesson learned (no more chances of that sort)....and as if my mind isn't all stressed out as it is, i can't help but feel like shit over my ex. i fucked up w/ him, this i know....but crap....i wish i could ask for one more chance...but those are over...it's all icky......i'm considering moving...it's all i can think of to get away from all this shit. but where to? i have only one option that doesn't really appeal to me...but, i guess.....it is the only option aside from here.....i dunno, i need sleep...