hmmm....today's been crazy. i couldn't sleep last night, so i've been little ms. grouchy all day...as the day progressed, my mood got worse...then tonight, i took a chance just to have it backfire on me.....lesson learned (no more chances of that sort)....and as if my mind isn't all stressed out as it is, i can't help but feel like shit over my ex. i fucked up w/ him, this i know....but crap....i wish i could ask for one more chance...but those are over...it's all icky......i'm considering moving...it's all i can think of to get away from all this shit. but where to? i have only one option that doesn't really appeal to me...but, i guess.....it is the only option aside from here.....i dunno, i need sleep...
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hola. how's everyone been?
-shrug-
youll be fine. you could be my screwed up head.
i feel like i have pms.
man i need the chocolate to work its magic haha.
i wanna get away too.
but same thing. how. and to where?
and can we really escape..... ourselves?
-hugs-
you take care and get some rest.