Saturday May 24, 2003

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do i believe in love? i tell myself to believe in nothing, but in truth evry day i hope, i cry, i scream, i laugh, i dream...that love is possible for a person like me. it's all i think about anymore. and i can't fucking stand it. it has become an undertone to my every moment, my every thought. i see it evrywhere. but i can't help but to stop and look and listen to it. it's like a drug. i was fine before i got a hint of it, but now that it's floating around my brain. evry second i spend alone is torture. i'm so fucking alone in this world. plenty of friends, but no one for me to hold and tell em i love em. i'm told just to wait and it will come to me, but i can't bring myself to think it's true. i cross my fingers that it is, but with every passing day, my doubts increase and this weight on my soul is harder to carry. i need to be found, cause i'm fucking lost and have no idea what to do...
halox29290:
love is elusive. it would be easier if it were simply sold in a bottle. but in truth it would not be better to find it that easily. the best part about love is that we often stumble into it, when we least expect it.
misha9999999:
it will never stop. I see myself in your writing. It will
always torture you even when you have it. When you do
find it, you will drown in it, and it will destroy you when
it's over. It's a cross that you will have to carry...

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