dialect and accent so often confused-
titillatingly temperamental, squashed between the line and the reason of nothing. to feel sick and have to battle over fields of peoples faces just to feel safe again. i'm know i'm on the home stretch when my name is called upon the loudspeaker; until the announcement "you're train is delayed by another heartbreaking insecurity".
the spectrum of indication leading...
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titillatingly temperamental, squashed between the line and the reason of nothing. to feel sick and have to battle over fields of peoples faces just to feel safe again. i'm know i'm on the home stretch when my name is called upon the loudspeaker; until the announcement "you're train is delayed by another heartbreaking insecurity".
the spectrum of indication leading...
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Please don't go crazy if i tell you the truth
No you don't know what happened and you never will if
You don't listen to me while i talk to the wall
This blanket is freezing it's been out in the hall
Where you've had me for hours till I'm sure what i want
But darlin i want the same thing as i wanted before....
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No you don't know what happened and you never will if
You don't listen to me while i talk to the wall
This blanket is freezing it's been out in the hall
Where you've had me for hours till I'm sure what i want
But darlin i want the same thing as i wanted before....
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kinkerbelle:
I don't know why you'd be shy. I am pretty shy until I get to know someone better, but the computer is a different story for me. 
Would you consider sending a pic to my email, of you? I am just curious to know what my new friend looks like. 
Would you consider sending a pic to my email, of you? I am just curious to know what my new friend looks like. 
adora:
Thank you darlin... 
i realised today most of my actions are because i am lonely. the attention makes me feel a little less. i catch myself talking about simple things; my dreams of previous nights with people i hope might take an interest..
(i dreamt of a scene i imagined from pirates of the carribean, then swimming with people i knew as my friends till we reached a...
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(i dreamt of a scene i imagined from pirates of the carribean, then swimming with people i knew as my friends till we reached a...
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atomh8:
I always do.
That was good, BTW.
That was good, BTW.
robjax:
I missed you today....like a week.... 
Shush now....<3
XOXO
~JAx
Shush now....<3
XOXO
~JAx
damn pounds.
hormonal and restless.. between a possible and an actual job a nap lay and then woke with choking until i vomited. thats pleasant. i have been around, here, there, hiding under duvets and standing in doorways at night time. 21 more hours to go this week then a two day sleep with prettyness i hope.
nevermind, mustn't complain.. i've a new book for...
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hormonal and restless.. between a possible and an actual job a nap lay and then woke with choking until i vomited. thats pleasant. i have been around, here, there, hiding under duvets and standing in doorways at night time. 21 more hours to go this week then a two day sleep with prettyness i hope.
nevermind, mustn't complain.. i've a new book for...
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marloski:
ewww...i hate spiders too!
hope you get some sleep!!!
hope you get some sleep!!!
atomh8:
Both of them? Frisky gurl!
ridicule one for moment lost without efficient time spent. for a back aching from little work and plenty of laugh. stop, turn around and then see within your eyes seconds matter only to those who care for minutes.
to die, where does one stand under the star constelation when ones soul is exempt from loving? i crave something.. something i know only one has and...
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to die, where does one stand under the star constelation when ones soul is exempt from loving? i crave something.. something i know only one has and...
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d_no:
The ticking is indeed loud, I just put my fingers in my ears and it's still there. 
Good to have you back Bris, I was wondering where you'd got to.
Tai Chi Chuan (often shortened to Tai Chi) is a kind of moving meditation, like slow motion kung-fu. It's usually done to promote health, like yoga. It can also be used as a martial art, but this side is rarely taught.
It's a long, slow learning process, I don't think it ever ends really.
The Tao Te Ching is a book of chinese philosophy compiled by Lao Tzu, from several different schools of thought, over 2,000 years ago. Many say it's as relevant today as it was way back then.
Lao Tzu was supposedly the founder of Taoism. Tai Chi is based on Taoist practices and principles.
Good to have you back Bris
, I was wondering where you'd got to.
Tai Chi Chuan (often shortened to Tai Chi) is a kind of moving meditation, like slow motion kung-fu. It's usually done to promote health, like yoga. It can also be used as a martial art, but this side is rarely taught.
It's a long, slow learning process, I don't think it ever ends really.
The Tao Te Ching is a book of chinese philosophy compiled by Lao Tzu, from several different schools of thought, over 2,000 years ago. Many say it's as relevant today as it was way back then.
Lao Tzu was supposedly the founder of Taoism. Tai Chi is based on Taoist practices and principles.
marloski:
Hi! I was wondering where you've been!!!
don't love, love is to scar, to burn, to bring yourself before a shining light, unable to see anything less than the truth that love is pain. i love. this is the pain, the moments which spend eternity kicking you in the tetth. i always work best from a downsliding situation. i love i love i love. but mym mind doesnt have the advantages of...
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marloski:
love sucks sometimes!!! hope you are feeling better! 
aiden793:
well from what i've experienced in my meager little 18 years love can be a bitch and it can also knock your socks off!! i give you a call probably not the love your lookin for but still somethin, but don't got your number kiddo.
bris324: how is anything a moment when seconds pass by faster than a blink of an eye?
bris324: there is no moment but that u feel inside and no one else will ever feel your moment
bris324: solitary, life is that.
bris324: delude yourself with happiness stolen from films and the media.. we are but stars no one can see from a distance.
bris324: there is no moment but that u feel inside and no one else will ever feel your moment
bris324: solitary, life is that.
bris324: delude yourself with happiness stolen from films and the media.. we are but stars no one can see from a distance.
atomh8:
Thats right. Solitude and delusions of grandeur are like my bread and butter!
robjax:
I will miss you more than you know.
I don't really know what to say...so I won't say anything.....
~JAx
I don't really know what to say...so I won't say anything.....
~JAx
the event was held by the minister, standing on a soapbox prefessing his worldy goodness to all that would listen-like he was the next christ. in service, by part the congregation did appreciate his stature but, however did not appreciate his tone of addressing them. "you people must not give into the temptation of evil that is homophobic tendancies. let the lord save you, let...
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__rae__:
why hello
smiler:
You should try for a job with eastenders I hear they're looking for people and you could only make it more interesting!!!!!!
and at least your a girl doing the high pitch thing if us blokes do it its just down right wrong!!
and at least your a girl doing the high pitch thing if us blokes do it its just down right wrong!!
i couldn't love without a heart
owned by romantisism
no chance of fate;
could determine my inevitability
sporadically placed between,
the lines and creases,
seperated by vowels
and written in verses
dropped by two different oceans
time and time again
wheels forced by motions
minds always the same
a love grown by hope
always forced into situations
machines by nature
weak by nuture
owned by romantisism
no chance of fate;
could determine my inevitability
sporadically placed between,
the lines and creases,
seperated by vowels
and written in verses
dropped by two different oceans
time and time again
wheels forced by motions
minds always the same
a love grown by hope
always forced into situations
machines by nature
weak by nuture
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d_no:
Thanks Bris, I'm OK really, just a bit sad.
smiler:
yet again thy fill my mind with the beauty of prose
how does one turn into such a monster when jealousy is involved?
my tummy hurts, worry mainly i think, sucks
-jus on my lunch, gotta b back in like 15 mins..
bruiser was jus on my mind u see..
now put that jealous ghoul away before anyone sees.. grrr hmmm.. arrrg.
sometimes jealousy is cute, *insecurity rattle*
"love me love me love me love me...
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my tummy hurts, worry mainly i think, sucks
-jus on my lunch, gotta b back in like 15 mins..
bruiser was jus on my mind u see..
now put that jealous ghoul away before anyone sees.. grrr hmmm.. arrrg.
sometimes jealousy is cute, *insecurity rattle*
"love me love me love me love me...
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robjax:
*loving you Red* <3
~Bruiser
~Bruiser
marloski:
awwwww! I am happy for you....both of you!!!
Becoming a habit this thinking of you all day business.
Wonders at your anger with me today...hurt by it's seemingly random appearance. Hopes to be okay when the sun rises...I love you more than you know...
Going to bed now. Eyes are heavy and heart is heavier.
Tata my lovely Red. <3
XOXO
~JAx