a torrid set of emotions will disintergrate any soul for money. like the devil dancing out on a full moon with gypsies, vampires and wolves. it is though blood cascades down each vein like an empty station, rushing to the next stop. the fuel of such did spring from a grin of self rightcheous, then i did doubt, i did ponder, i did ache to...
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out of touch
so scarce to feel,
my skin feels supple,
warmed in a solitary room
the echoing tick surrounds me.
the clock makes the moments,
last an eternity longer.
gravity defies me,
fueled on a flame
i tiptoe along the tip.
my head pounds with anticipation
as the cotton rubs into my flesh
raw and vivid.
i pace.
back and forth and back again,...
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so scarce to feel,
my skin feels supple,
warmed in a solitary room
the echoing tick surrounds me.
the clock makes the moments,
last an eternity longer.
gravity defies me,
fueled on a flame
i tiptoe along the tip.
my head pounds with anticipation
as the cotton rubs into my flesh
raw and vivid.
i pace.
back and forth and back again,...
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odette:
thank you
feel better and have a fantastic new year!!
feel better and have a fantastic new year!!
str8jketsxappeal:
i love jenn ^.^
this spirit is more than one can imagine
ever plenty sprite cursing from second to moment
love from the ready second fueled video tape
just a minute close your eyes
it'll be ok in the end..
writing with candyfloss conventions;
my souls a sweet taste to chew
a love sweeter than a heart's song at night
speckled with dust none other than fairie..
my toes...
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ever plenty sprite cursing from second to moment
love from the ready second fueled video tape
just a minute close your eyes
it'll be ok in the end..
writing with candyfloss conventions;
my souls a sweet taste to chew
a love sweeter than a heart's song at night
speckled with dust none other than fairie..
my toes...
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marloski:
What do you have planned for New Years?
robjax:
Missed you today. Wished I had talked to you. Tomorrow then! Love you bobbin...<3
XOXO
~JAx
ps: I miss your updates, and comments. You are so scarce on here these days, love.
XOXO
~JAx
ps: I miss your updates, and comments. You are so scarce on here these days, love.
she has fairytale bobbin fingers, written along the lines. likes to watch trains meeting different stations, so close, yet few and far between. exceptionally motivated, dancing like anothers shadow.. she swings on hearts and vines from town to town.
contempory placed upon the walls of galleries, people watch day after day. the same beauty shining through stars upon her skin. she travels in her gaze...
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contempory placed upon the walls of galleries, people watch day after day. the same beauty shining through stars upon her skin. she travels in her gaze...
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smiler:
actully have you worked out what you are going to do when quitting something evil i hope
smiler:
don't sample the vodka
plastic centemetres belittle stolen hearts, the miles we create with distance become more than a figment. when choosing to love another we agree to experience feelings which could eventually destroy our being. its a risk we have no choice over.
soon the ice will melt and you will be left standing holding a heart of flesh, tattooed and healed scarring. bitterness has to be dealt...
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soon the ice will melt and you will be left standing holding a heart of flesh, tattooed and healed scarring. bitterness has to be dealt...
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kinkerbelle:
I like the new peofile pic.
robjax:
Aww, little Red. Get some rest and remember me in your sleep...I know I remember you....<3
XOXO
~JAx
[Edited on Dec 27, 2004 10:21AM]
XOXO
~JAx
[Edited on Dec 27, 2004 10:21AM]
it came, we happened, a thought dropped in time, suspended in a moment for reanimation. playback without the movie shown on a wide screen. a complimentary taste as we walk through the grand doors towards hope and maturity. a glass of wine so sweet it was sour.
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robjax:
Don't be sorry my lovely bobbin. I love you....silly little joyous adventures during the holidays are hardly something I could be upset with you about.....
....Now punish you maybe....hmmm
*shy but wicked grin
<3
XOXO
~JAx
....Now punish you maybe....hmmm
*shy but wicked grin
<3
XOXO
~JAx
aiden793:
well i wanna see pics of the new hair
The Timid Fool [6:25 PM]: I wish you didn't feel so awkward. Maybe if I just keep telling you you're pretty, it will eventually sink in. I wouldn't lie to you, I don't have that kind of time
another day, another time to ignore and stand strong. realisation is nothing because things will be ok.
my head is a mixture. one past love : it...
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another day, another time to ignore and stand strong. realisation is nothing because things will be ok.
my head is a mixture. one past love : it...
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d_no:
I'm going right now, time is slipping by.
losing_faith:
Thank you ah its always good to have random comments from strangers
Merry christmas!
Merry christmas!
it shouldn't bother me so much, these things happen.. its to be expected more than anything. one of those "wait for it.." moments. still i get jumpy and panicky.. what if.. FUCK what if. nearly everything made me cry today because i am overtired, for once it wasnt the hormones and now... fuck what if. good girl.. good darts.i think i might cry a little,...
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esme:
No more breasts, I see...
Glad to hear you were amused. Sorry to hear you had a sucky day.
Glad to hear you were amused. Sorry to hear you had a sucky day.
kinkerbelle:
Hope you are having a fun pre xmas. You're a sweety.
marloski:
if i don't talk to you before then....have a happy holiday!
robjax:
Missed you today. Couldn't seem to be at the right place at the right time, could we? *sigh*
Try again when the sun rises?? <3
XOXO
~JAx
Try again when the sun rises?? <3
XOXO
~JAx
departing for work on short notice, i woke from sleep with a moan at light. i didnt hear anyone leave this morning? i heard a stir and then i passed out cold, the trobbing of my head invading my dreams.. always turning into a cold base metal of confusion. i am disgustingly out of proportion, my stab at light had echoed with that familiar chant...
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str8jketsxappeal:
oh wounded soul, thou art to sensitive for this world of decay...but alas giving in to the pain is not thy answer <3
d_no:
I really don't like having to rush about in the morning, but quite often do, especially when I've got a throbbing head.
I had a right one this morning.
I had a right one this morning.
I feel at my age I should be able to offer some good advice, but love is not that simple eh!
Just got to go with your feelings, maybe a little less of the green-eyed monster .
I think I'd better go and lie down for a bit.
XOXO
~JAx