how does one turn into such a monster when jealousy is involved?
my tummy hurts, worry mainly i think, sucks
-jus on my lunch, gotta b back in like 15 mins..
bruiser was jus on my mind u see..
now put that jealous ghoul away before anyone sees.. grrr hmmm.. arrrg.
sometimes jealousy is cute, *insecurity rattle*
"love me love me love me love me love me
pick me pick me pick me pick me pick me"
i'm like a puppy in a shop, attempting to be the cutest..
Edited:
an afternoon/evening of working in heat with little to float through my mind. arrival at home only turned into a headache arguement, at least my hair is soft.. *smiles at the little things which comfort me*.
how's everyones days been?
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oblivious insecurity rattles its chains like a prisioner kept in confusion. lack of food, lack of water, enough to sponge any good mans brain. do not add up.. never add up.. you will only end up with the wrong anser, talking in riddles myself makes much more sense.. who would put everything down in simple verse.. only those with no confusion to follow.
how simple this life could be if i hadn't chosen the route with the obsticles.. (i thought it looked fun!!!
blurgh
how does time amount to anything when it is gone in a second, spend enough time questioning everything and u are sure to waste your life away. i wish we could choose not to be involved, never to make friends or feel pain, if those we should love did take everything we did so to heart..
i do love. i do... *sighs hopelessly..
and we share ourselves amoung others...
you see i was never one for threesomes or even others of more number... i couldnt contain jealousy, though i could obviously watch two hot girls together but not if was emotionally tangled to one.. i am a moment beyond a second..rather than one.. here now..
that is why the consitutution of marriage drives me crazy.. i could never be in love with one person without being unfaithful.. because there are too many to love.. then others might not have the same view.
i do struggle to take control of my emotions, to turn away from being incredibly self doubting..
and i am to love without question an involved american girl who makes ones heart beat faster than r.e.m
i talk too many words.
my tummy hurts, worry mainly i think, sucks
-jus on my lunch, gotta b back in like 15 mins..
bruiser was jus on my mind u see..
now put that jealous ghoul away before anyone sees.. grrr hmmm.. arrrg.
sometimes jealousy is cute, *insecurity rattle*
"love me love me love me love me love me
pick me pick me pick me pick me pick me"
i'm like a puppy in a shop, attempting to be the cutest..
Edited:
an afternoon/evening of working in heat with little to float through my mind. arrival at home only turned into a headache arguement, at least my hair is soft.. *smiles at the little things which comfort me*.
how's everyones days been?
***
oblivious insecurity rattles its chains like a prisioner kept in confusion. lack of food, lack of water, enough to sponge any good mans brain. do not add up.. never add up.. you will only end up with the wrong anser, talking in riddles myself makes much more sense.. who would put everything down in simple verse.. only those with no confusion to follow.
how simple this life could be if i hadn't chosen the route with the obsticles.. (i thought it looked fun!!!
blurgh
how does time amount to anything when it is gone in a second, spend enough time questioning everything and u are sure to waste your life away. i wish we could choose not to be involved, never to make friends or feel pain, if those we should love did take everything we did so to heart..
i do love. i do... *sighs hopelessly..
and we share ourselves amoung others...
you see i was never one for threesomes or even others of more number... i couldnt contain jealousy, though i could obviously watch two hot girls together but not if was emotionally tangled to one.. i am a moment beyond a second..rather than one.. here now..
that is why the consitutution of marriage drives me crazy.. i could never be in love with one person without being unfaithful.. because there are too many to love.. then others might not have the same view.
i do struggle to take control of my emotions, to turn away from being incredibly self doubting..
and i am to love without question an involved american girl who makes ones heart beat faster than r.e.m
i talk too many words.
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~Bruiser