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this spirit is more than one can imagine
ever plenty sprite cursing from second to moment
love from the ready second fueled video tape
just a minute close your eyes
it'll be ok in the end..

writing with candyfloss conventions;
my souls a sweet taste to chew
a love sweeter than a heart's song at night
speckled with dust none other than fairie..
my toes...
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marloski:
biggrin What do you have planned for New Years?
robjax:
Missed you today. Wished I had talked to you. Tomorrow then! Love you bobbin...<3

XOXO
~JAx

ps: I miss your updates, and comments. You are so scarce on here these days, love.
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she has fairytale bobbin fingers, written along the lines. likes to watch trains meeting different stations, so close, yet few and far between. exceptionally motivated, dancing like anothers shadow.. she swings on hearts and vines from town to town.
contempory placed upon the walls of galleries, people watch day after day. the same beauty shining through stars upon her skin. she travels in her gaze...
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smiler:
actully have you worked out what you are going to do when quitting something evil i hope biggrin
smiler:
don't sample the vodka biggrin
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plastic centemetres belittle stolen hearts, the miles we create with distance become more than a figment. when choosing to love another we agree to experience feelings which could eventually destroy our being. its a risk we have no choice over.

soon the ice will melt and you will be left standing holding a heart of flesh, tattooed and healed scarring. bitterness has to be dealt...
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kinkerbelle:
I like the new peofile pic. skull smile
robjax:
Aww, little Red. Get some rest and remember me in your sleep...I know I remember you....<3

XOXO
~JAx

[Edited on Dec 27, 2004 10:21AM]
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it came, we happened, a thought dropped in time, suspended in a moment for reanimation. playback without the movie shown on a wide screen. a complimentary taste as we walk through the grand doors towards hope and maturity. a glass of wine so sweet it was sour.
compliments by voices without figures standing in plain as daylight. holding our coats as we walked thru the...
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robjax:
Don't be sorry my lovely bobbin. I love you....silly little joyous adventures during the holidays are hardly something I could be upset with you about.....


....Now punish you maybe....hmmm

*shy but wicked grin

love kiss love <3

XOXO
~JAx
aiden793:
well i wanna see pics of the new hair wink
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The Timid Fool [6:25 PM]: I wish you didn't feel so awkward. Maybe if I just keep telling you you're pretty, it will eventually sink in. I wouldn't lie to you, I don't have that kind of time

another day, another time to ignore and stand strong. realisation is nothing because things will be ok.
my head is a mixture. one past love : it...
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d_no:
I'm going right now, time is slipping by.
losing_faith:
Thank you kiss ah its always good to have random comments from strangers smile

Merry christmas! biggrin
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it shouldn't bother me so much, these things happen.. its to be expected more than anything. one of those "wait for it.." moments. still i get jumpy and panicky.. what if.. FUCK what if. nearly everything made me cry today because i am overtired, for once it wasnt the hormones and now... fuck what if. good girl.. good darts.i think i might cry a little,...
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esme:
No more breasts, I see...
Glad to hear you were amused. Sorry to hear you had a sucky day. kiss
kinkerbelle:
Hope you are having a fun pre xmas. wink You're a sweety. kiss biggrin smile
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all the good ones are gay

angrylittlegirls
marloski:
biggrin if i don't talk to you before then....have a happy holiday!
robjax:
Missed you today. Couldn't seem to be at the right place at the right time, could we? *sigh*

Try again when the sun rises?? kiss confused kiss <3

XOXO
~JAx
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departing for work on short notice, i woke from sleep with a moan at light. i didnt hear anyone leave this morning? i heard a stir and then i passed out cold, the trobbing of my head invading my dreams.. always turning into a cold base metal of confusion. i am disgustingly out of proportion, my stab at light had echoed with that familiar chant...
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str8jketsxappeal:
oh wounded soul, thou art to sensitive for this world of decay...but alas giving in to the pain is not thy answer <3
d_no:
I really don't like having to rush about in the morning, but quite often do, especially when I've got a throbbing head.
I had a right one this morning.
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dialect and accent so often confused-
titillatingly temperamental, squashed between the line and the reason of nothing. to feel sick and have to battle over fields of peoples faces just to feel safe again. i'm know i'm on the home stretch when my name is called upon the loudspeaker; until the announcement "you're train is delayed by another heartbreaking insecurity".
the spectrum of indication leading...
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str8jketsxappeal:
blood or wine? hehe thanks for the love
robjax:
I miss you...wrote of you today...

Becoming a habit this thinking of you all day business.

Wonders at your anger with me today...hurt by it's seemingly random appearance. Hopes to be okay when the sun rises...I love you more than you know...

Going to bed now. Eyes are heavy and heart is heavier.

Tata my lovely Red. <3

XOXO
~JAx
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Please don't go crazy if i tell you the truth
No you don't know what happened and you never will if
You don't listen to me while i talk to the wall
This blanket is freezing it's been out in the hall
Where you've had me for hours till I'm sure what i want
But darlin i want the same thing as i wanted before....
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kinkerbelle:
I don't know why you'd be shy. I am pretty shy until I get to know someone better, but the computer is a different story for me. biggrin Would you consider sending a pic to my email, of you? I am just curious to know what my new friend looks like. smile
adora:
Thank you darlin... kiss
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i realised today most of my actions are because i am lonely. the attention makes me feel a little less. i catch myself talking about simple things; my dreams of previous nights with people i hope might take an interest..

(i dreamt of a scene i imagined from pirates of the carribean, then swimming with people i knew as my friends till we reached a...
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atomh8:
I always do.

That was good, BTW. smile
robjax:
I missed you today....like a week.... frown

Shush now....<3

XOXO
~JAx