i hate maryland...... it is a fucking black hole waste land and i can't wait to get out of it. i'm not sure what happens when you cross over from virginia into maryland, but whatever it is, i fucking LOATHE it.
i guess one thing i hate about maryland is living with my mom. living with my mom involves mediocrity, early fucking morning wake ups, no smoking inside, and walking on EGGSHELLS. another thing i hate about maryland is that it's not dc, it's not virginia, it's not philly... pretty much the only places that i know or have some sort of attachments to. i am stuck in the middle of nowhere. there is a gas station and a safeway that hasn't been remodeled since the fuckin 70s i think.
the only good thing about this place is that i have the chance to paint and draw a lot. i would say sew, too, but my sewing machine and table are in virginia. it's such a tease having all my fabric and materials here, but my actual machine miles away.... i will have nothing to do with hand sewing due to my laziness so i will just have to wait. i might go out to sterling tomorrow and just sew my little heart away, but who knows.
things i miss in virginia:
my cats
my friends
my bed
my sewing machine
fucking god damn smoking a cigarette inside
seeing stores and buildings and not just stretches of highway
well the good news is.......
I TURN 21 ON OCTOBER 19TH!!!!!!
i will be in philly on oct 20th to see social distortion.....hopefully....... now all i need is a ticket and a handsome escort.
what else....... oh i need a new job. asap. i'm trying to get my ass the fuck outta this place.
i guess one thing i hate about maryland is living with my mom. living with my mom involves mediocrity, early fucking morning wake ups, no smoking inside, and walking on EGGSHELLS. another thing i hate about maryland is that it's not dc, it's not virginia, it's not philly... pretty much the only places that i know or have some sort of attachments to. i am stuck in the middle of nowhere. there is a gas station and a safeway that hasn't been remodeled since the fuckin 70s i think.
the only good thing about this place is that i have the chance to paint and draw a lot. i would say sew, too, but my sewing machine and table are in virginia. it's such a tease having all my fabric and materials here, but my actual machine miles away.... i will have nothing to do with hand sewing due to my laziness so i will just have to wait. i might go out to sterling tomorrow and just sew my little heart away, but who knows.
things i miss in virginia:
my cats
my friends
my bed
my sewing machine
fucking god damn smoking a cigarette inside
seeing stores and buildings and not just stretches of highway
well the good news is.......
I TURN 21 ON OCTOBER 19TH!!!!!!
i will be in philly on oct 20th to see social distortion.....hopefully....... now all i need is a ticket and a handsome escort.
what else....... oh i need a new job. asap. i'm trying to get my ass the fuck outta this place.
arachne7:
You are so not alone. I have been stuck in this hell hole since I was 3 and in P.G. County to make it worse. I'm hopefully moving to A.A. county soon. Still Maryland but what the fuck can I do without a butt load of money. Anyway, Hi by the way.