diewhitegirls

I can't, so I won't.
Encountered some amazing people tonight. Their energy is so...intense and...intense that I feel like I've changed. I picked one card and she spoke to me like she knew exactly what my conflict was and told me what to do. I don't want to go any further with this, because I know I'll ruin it. That's a joke, because in the morning it will be gone anyway. I have to embrace it now, but not cling to it, because if I do, it will be tainted.

Have you ever felt like one miniscule event could change your life? It's so irrelevant, yet so incredibly relevant. Tomorrow, it will be nothing, but right now, it is the most profound moment in my existance and I have to love it for what it is and not try to hold onto it.

I know it shouldn't, but it saddens me that I won't understand any of this tomorrow. I just won't get it.

Tonight, I'm changed but tomorrow I'll be the same.