diem

So I'm going back up to thunder bay to live with my girlfriend. I thought I was supposed to be happy about living with her.

I'm actually fairly scared. I'm not used to sharing space with people and the thought scares me. What if she isn't right for me and we break up, I am not up shit creek but it hurts me alittle bit in the pocket book. i hate moving and that is what will happen, both of us will have to go

Oh well better not think of it, I have this future all pre ordained and chances are none of it wil happen at all.

We will see, I will make the best of it as fear is the mind killer and i will face my fears