didyounotice

DJ-VU...

Well, I went to Emergenza yesternight. It was fun, as usual, but I wasn't really that much into it. All I kept doing all night was watching people and 'voicing them over'. Dunno, I find it kind of funny to just try and figure out everyone's life just by watching them in a crowd. Everyone's acting kind of weird while in a crowd. You're never really alone, but you feel like you can do what ever you want without being noticed. Crowded solitude never had much sense to me...but yesternight it did.

Anyway, I really think about moving out of my job, even though I will get a raise shortly. I don't know, I don't feel that. Working and all for somebody whose making thousands of dollars on my back without me getting any, it just sucks to me.

Why the dj-vu? Just because my current situation at work and in my life feel like last year and the year after that...and the year after that. I trully believe that I want someone by my side but every time I choose somebody, feels like it never enough.

Cheers y'all, could have been worst...