APRIL FOOL'S DAY...
I'm really down to a point where I'm pretty positive that will not be able to share my life with anyone anytime soon.
I have a thing going on with a girl older than me. Long story short, she asks me to be there for here but all I can do is make an excuse to not be. I'm getting drunk to day before and manage to be sick, I overwork all week and have to rest all week-end, so on...
I don't know why I do it. It kind of reminds me of the way the movie HALF NELSON deals with the issue of being 'an asshole...'.
And that being said, I just learned that my ex girlfriend met somebody else. I know I manage to break this thing open for a while now but knowing that kind of kiils me.
But really, deep down, I don't know how to manage that.
What ever...happy April Fool's Day.
I'm really down to a point where I'm pretty positive that will not be able to share my life with anyone anytime soon.
I have a thing going on with a girl older than me. Long story short, she asks me to be there for here but all I can do is make an excuse to not be. I'm getting drunk to day before and manage to be sick, I overwork all week and have to rest all week-end, so on...
I don't know why I do it. It kind of reminds me of the way the movie HALF NELSON deals with the issue of being 'an asshole...'.
And that being said, I just learned that my ex girlfriend met somebody else. I know I manage to break this thing open for a while now but knowing that kind of kiils me.
But really, deep down, I don't know how to manage that.
What ever...happy April Fool's Day.
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valcapone:
Awww. Well, at least you can meet hot ladies on here...
brightredscream:
Things like that do suck, you just have to keep trying to move forward and forget...but that's super tough, and will take time ♥