Clearly this isen't my life
Hey, what kind of a slacker am I? I haven't post anything in 2k7 yet (that is so five years ago.) I always knew I was lazy but there, it's kind of beyond limit.
But actually, the 'lack of presence' is due to one simple fact...I am bored out of my mind with my life. I don't feel comfortable anywhere right now and the harder I try, the more I realise that I shouldn't be 'out there' with the real world fightning a fight that isen't mine.
Job, school (or lack there is), girls, me, everything, I'm off-beat everytime and it's getting old and tired. The song so bad it dosen't even play anymore, it's just there, stucked in my head. And I'm drifting in and out...in....out....out again and voil, I wish I was gone.
So if I'm not writing, it's because I'm kind of tired of all the weaning and everything. So, I do something else. I try to read, play poker, watch sport, every god damn thing I can think off, just so I'm far away from a kewboard. But it dosen't work, I have to write, I have to re-invent my life over and over again. Each question marks a way to say 'Look, I'm there too...'
Anyway, happy new year y'all, if you know a way for me to open a bar frickin far away and never come back, just let me know, I'll scrap together some dough and leave.
Might be the best idea I ever had...
Hey, what kind of a slacker am I? I haven't post anything in 2k7 yet (that is so five years ago.) I always knew I was lazy but there, it's kind of beyond limit.
But actually, the 'lack of presence' is due to one simple fact...I am bored out of my mind with my life. I don't feel comfortable anywhere right now and the harder I try, the more I realise that I shouldn't be 'out there' with the real world fightning a fight that isen't mine.
Job, school (or lack there is), girls, me, everything, I'm off-beat everytime and it's getting old and tired. The song so bad it dosen't even play anymore, it's just there, stucked in my head. And I'm drifting in and out...in....out....out again and voil, I wish I was gone.
So if I'm not writing, it's because I'm kind of tired of all the weaning and everything. So, I do something else. I try to read, play poker, watch sport, every god damn thing I can think off, just so I'm far away from a kewboard. But it dosen't work, I have to write, I have to re-invent my life over and over again. Each question marks a way to say 'Look, I'm there too...'
Anyway, happy new year y'all, if you know a way for me to open a bar frickin far away and never come back, just let me know, I'll scrap together some dough and leave.
Might be the best idea I ever had...
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but you don't look fat.
so come!