didyounotice

Dj-vu all over again...

For the last year, it has been the closest to happy that I ever been. But I think boredom strikes again.

Don't know if I have a girlfriend left. Don't know if I can deal with both my job and school and mostly I don't know where I stand anymore.

I feel like my own shadow hiding myself.

But the worst in all of this is that I don't feel unhappy. I just don't feel anything, anyhow.

I don't have to pretend anymore cause I don't even know what to pretend.

It's shitty, but it's not. It's like...I don't even know...Nothing but Nothingness.

God I feel awful writing that...