The passage of time measured only by loss...
Did you ever felt angry?
Not angry 'I lost my cellphone' angry, nor 'My boyfriends farted' angry, I mean deep down reasonsless angry?
In that way that you are walking back and forth in your appartment and all you want to do is scream at someone but there's no one listening and you don't want to bother...
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Did you ever felt angry?
Not angry 'I lost my cellphone' angry, nor 'My boyfriends farted' angry, I mean deep down reasonsless angry?
In that way that you are walking back and forth in your appartment and all you want to do is scream at someone but there's no one listening and you don't want to bother...
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Balls are dropping...ain't no bouncing anytime soon!
Monday morning, actually, could have been any god-given-day.
Why?
Collective sad faces are dayless. When you work on a 9-to-6 schedule, you wake up every day at the same time, take the same buses and, ipso facto, 'meet' the same people all over again. They feel familiar, warm even, but you can't tell from time to time where...
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Monday morning, actually, could have been any god-given-day.
Why?
Collective sad faces are dayless. When you work on a 9-to-6 schedule, you wake up every day at the same time, take the same buses and, ipso facto, 'meet' the same people all over again. They feel familiar, warm even, but you can't tell from time to time where...
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valcapone:
We shall see... I think it might be a close one just to get it done for the 13th, though. EEK!
valcapone:
I think, based on that list, that EVERYONE is gay.
But especially if they're listening to Nickleback.
But especially if they're listening to Nickleback.
How about taking the fall this time?
You see, Montreal was like 'paralysed' for two days from coldness and snow and that's when I realise, every year, how idiotic people are. Not that they are idiots, for say, but just plain idiotic.
I'm 22, ipso facto, I've seen 22 in winters my life. Why do I look like the only one 'ready' for it? We...
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You see, Montreal was like 'paralysed' for two days from coldness and snow and that's when I realise, every year, how idiotic people are. Not that they are idiots, for say, but just plain idiotic.
I'm 22, ipso facto, I've seen 22 in winters my life. Why do I look like the only one 'ready' for it? We...
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arielle:
j'ai vu que tu coutais At the drive-in et Tom Waits, trs bons choix 
valcapone:
I'm goin' to Disneyland!!!
Well, okay, I'm probably just gonna do the same things as always. Homework, work for The Link, etc.
Well, okay, I'm probably just gonna do the same things as always. Homework, work for The Link, etc.
Clearly this isen't my life
Hey, what kind of a slacker am I? I haven't post anything in 2k7 yet (that is so five years ago.) I always knew I was lazy but there, it's kind of beyond limit.
But actually, the 'lack of presence' is due to one simple fact...I am bored out of my mind with my life. I don't feel comfortable anywhere...
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Hey, what kind of a slacker am I? I haven't post anything in 2k7 yet (that is so five years ago.) I always knew I was lazy but there, it's kind of beyond limit.
But actually, the 'lack of presence' is due to one simple fact...I am bored out of my mind with my life. I don't feel comfortable anywhere...
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zak:
what? that didnt make any sense haha
abbie:
hi i like you. come out friday night...unless you're fat.
but you don't look fat.
so come!
but you don't look fat.
so come!
Another spin and you won't feel dizzy anymore...
Allright, I think I am not that much of a heartless after all. Altough there's a shitload of things happening at the same time in my life right now, one person actually made me smile two days in a row and that's quite a new for me since my break-up with my ex.
Not that I don't...
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Allright, I think I am not that much of a heartless after all. Altough there's a shitload of things happening at the same time in my life right now, one person actually made me smile two days in a row and that's quite a new for me since my break-up with my ex.
Not that I don't...
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valcapone:
Dork. It's an open invitation, but you have to PM her for her address so she can screen the weirdos out. 
Anyways, if you get bored bonding with boys, you can come by. I'll give you the address, but you can't bring the boys.
Anyways, if you get bored bonding with boys, you can come by. I'll give you the address, but you can't bring the boys.
valcapone:
You can talk about anything sexy about a film, whether it actually has sex scenes in it or not. You can review a sexy film, like Bound or Crash. Or you can talk about the sexual subtext you think you see in an otherwise non-sexual film (like, for instance, the homosexual undertones in Lord of the Rings). I'm not really that interested in reviewing pornos, since there are plenty of people who do that; I'd rather see someone's perverse analysis of an otherwise fairly mainstream film. Find the kinky side of something seemingly normal. That's more my thing.
It falls, it breaks, it's just a bunch of pieces anyway...
Well, I think I got myself a pair of tickets for Emily Haines for a really sweet price, but, I don't have a date yet to go.
I can't really go with a buddy of mine, borderline gay, and I can't go with my 'up-to-day' show partner because she is my ex and that's...
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Well, I think I got myself a pair of tickets for Emily Haines for a really sweet price, but, I don't have a date yet to go.
I can't really go with a buddy of mine, borderline gay, and I can't go with my 'up-to-day' show partner because she is my ex and that's...
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faye:
Who is Emily Haines?!? Should I know her?
Also, add me to msn you idiot courtneytessea@hotmail.com I dunno why you haven't already - I was looking for your contact on here but I don't think you added it.
HAPPY HOLIDAYS
Also, add me to msn you idiot courtneytessea@hotmail.com I dunno why you haven't already - I was looking for your contact on here but I don't think you added it.
HAPPY HOLIDAYS
faye:
Ahh cool Metric is pretty good, well honestly if you don't find anyone to go with and I check it out and like it I would go - tell me how much the ticket was.
If I hate it I know my brother is really into Metric and he's a cool dude, it you're looking to just sell your ticket in the end.
And yes MSN is a must!!!
If I hate it I know my brother is really into Metric and he's a cool dude, it you're looking to just sell your ticket in the end.
And yes MSN is a must!!!
A lifetime of promises...
Damn,
Christmas was already bad, it found out a way to be fuckin worst. I know I haven't been clean lately, doing crazy shits and everything, but that was kind of unexpected / out of line.
I'll have to deal with this back in Montreal but untiel then, I can't sleep, I'm terrorise and I hate women.
Fuck...
Cheers y'all!
Damn,
Christmas was already bad, it found out a way to be fuckin worst. I know I haven't been clean lately, doing crazy shits and everything, but that was kind of unexpected / out of line.
I'll have to deal with this back in Montreal but untiel then, I can't sleep, I'm terrorise and I hate women.
Fuck...
Cheers y'all!
valcapone:
How can you hate ALL women? Sure, there are plenty of psychos, gold-diggers, bitches, bull-dykes, prima donnas and just flat-out bimbos, but the rest of us can be reasonable. And pretty hot sometimes.
If you can't leave it be might as well make it bleed (I stole that one...sorry Carraba)
Buckle up fellow SG members; Im developing right now the longest blog entry of my short history here.
Why? Because it is the holidays and right now Im at my moms and I am, beyond beliefs, bored out of my mind. In fact, its not that Im really...
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Buckle up fellow SG members; Im developing right now the longest blog entry of my short history here.
Why? Because it is the holidays and right now Im at my moms and I am, beyond beliefs, bored out of my mind. In fact, its not that Im really...
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valcapone:
I know. The guy just wants to get everything HE wants while simultaneously giving me nothing that *I* want. I even said to him "Don't you think it's a little weird that you'd stick your cock in my mouth but not your tongue? Don't you think you could get herpes either way?"
And for a guy so concerned about his health, you'd think he'd have more of a life worth hanging onto. Instead, he's Boring Guy!
And for a guy so concerned about his health, you'd think he'd have more of a life worth hanging onto. Instead, he's Boring Guy!
valcapone:
I did! That's why he's old news.
Take a pause, the tree's falling for you to witness!
Well, my week was a mess, yesterday, it became a wild mess. An old story of 'me seeing my ex's friend behind her back' came back to the surface 2 years later and I had it coming. Some crazy dyke who knew about the whole story got mad at me and decided to tell everything...
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Well, my week was a mess, yesterday, it became a wild mess. An old story of 'me seeing my ex's friend behind her back' came back to the surface 2 years later and I had it coming. Some crazy dyke who knew about the whole story got mad at me and decided to tell everything...
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valcapone:
I'll help you with the Flickr, but I need your email address first.
valcapone:
Can't I party and date at the same time?
If you think you know Moi, think again...
A'right, another week...another weep. Actually, that's not quite true. I've never been so happy / confused / totally out of my scenery as I feel right now.
Let me explain...
Friday, around 8, got a call from a 'friend' of mine and she's asking me to come over in Sherbrooke. Since I was just up from a...
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A'right, another week...another weep. Actually, that's not quite true. I've never been so happy / confused / totally out of my scenery as I feel right now.
Let me explain...
Friday, around 8, got a call from a 'friend' of mine and she's asking me to come over in Sherbrooke. Since I was just up from a...
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zak:
your journal is almost always completely captivating. a good read.
valcapone:
Thanks!
Who forgot to clear is Credit Card bill?
That's how distracted I am these days, they had to call me at work to remind me to pay my bill. Way to fucking go.
So, what's new since my short unregistration? I shaved my dome yesternight because I was bored, lonely, horny and half-drunk. I kind of look like an idiot but I'm getting use to...
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That's how distracted I am these days, they had to call me at work to remind me to pay my bill. Way to fucking go.
So, what's new since my short unregistration? I shaved my dome yesternight because I was bored, lonely, horny and half-drunk. I kind of look like an idiot but I'm getting use to...
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valcapone:
Gallery of what now?
valcapone:
Whoa. I didn't know you could fit that much geekery into one room.
Smile, the wave's frozen right now
Well well, got some pressure, gotta write something altough nothing is happening right now.
No, not true, I got an offer for a threesome with one underage girl and one barely legal girl. I'm not high on principle, but that just sound wrong...like...WRONG. But, tempting...I think I'm really bored these days because usually I wouldn't even bother.
In fact,...
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Well well, got some pressure, gotta write something altough nothing is happening right now.
No, not true, I got an offer for a threesome with one underage girl and one barely legal girl. I'm not high on principle, but that just sound wrong...like...WRONG. But, tempting...I think I'm really bored these days because usually I wouldn't even bother.
In fact,...
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not because it will change your life forever, not because you will magically figure everything out.. nothing like that. if you travel for that reason you will come back home feeling empty.
it has reminded me that i don't need things, i don't need other people, and if i'm unhappy it is much easier than i thought to change things. i knew that before i left, but it is very easy to forget when you're stuck in a routine.