dickstarr

Well, congratulations to me. I was detoxing in order to get a steady non-art related job...and I made it FOUR whole days. I've been an avid weed smoker for the better part of 10 years now and it's never held me down. That is, until I realized how difficult it would actually be for me to stop smoking it.

I was a very angry and often violent kid (towards myself and my belongings mostly) when I was younger, and never even tried a drug until I was 18. But once I dabbled, it just worked. I wasn't breaking my shit anymore when I got pissed, because I was more mellow. Besides, being an artist and doing drugs kinda went together like spandex and wrestling. Plus, I attended the Savannah College of Art and Design, so I was surrounded by people that felt the same way. I stopped doing hard drugs when I met my wife about 5 years ago, but always stayed true to Mary Jane. In fact, me and the Mrs. smoke several times a day. On our honeymoon, on vacation, it doesn't matter, we'll have a lil' sumthin' with us. About three months after we started dating, we even got arrested on our first road trip together. It sucked, because it happened in bum-fuck Georgia, and my cell mate was a crossdressing armed robber (no shit). Long story short, it didn't make us stop smoking. The minute we got back to my place, we packed a bowl.

Basically, I'm just wondering when (or even if) I'll ever quit. They say you can't get physically addicted to marijuana. Well, maybe not physically, but definately mentally. Does anybody else feel this way? Only four days, I'm so disappointed.