dicklasalle

I don't know. I've tried ignoring it, I've tried pretending it isn't there, but it's staring me in the face. I guess because I've had a whole lot of nothing to do today I've started to think about it again. I suppose when I go back to work tomorrow and get buried in work it'll go away again. I don't know what to do.
On one hand, I have something that is the best, most positive thing that has ever happened to me. On the other hand, I just don't know if it has what it takes to go on forever. Maybe it's just my self-destructive mind trying to screw with me. Should I just be happy the way things are, or should I want more?