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dicklasalle

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Sunday Jan 08, 2006

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I don't know. I've tried ignoring it, I've tried pretending it isn't there, but it's staring me in the face. I guess because I've had a whole lot of nothing to do today I've started to think about it again. I suppose when I go back to work tomorrow and get buried in work it'll go away again. I don't know what to do.
On one hand, I have something that is the best, most positive thing that has ever happened to me. On the other hand, I just don't know if it has what it takes to go on forever. Maybe it's just my self-destructive mind trying to screw with me. Should I just be happy the way things are, or should I want more?
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cathedra:
I know what you mean. For a while I though that if I suffered long enough in the relationship that we'd have a merry little life together. I decided I wasn't going to stick around to find that out and risk everything.
Jan 8, 2006
somnia:
thanks for liking my pictures!
(at least thats what I assume you were implying!)
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Jan 8, 2006

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