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not fuckin proud, but i've n=been up for 21 hours, maybe drooped a mall e. buzzin eh.
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FOR FUCKS SAKE.

I don't care if i am being selfish.

Why the fuck me?

I don't want any character building shit happening to me anymore.

I've fucking had ENOUGH.

this is all BULLSHIT.

I'm so upset and venting right now.

back to business.
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I AM FUCKING GOING TO KNEBWORTH IN AUGUST.

Metallica
Machine Head
Mastodon
Anthrax
L.O.G.
Thin Lizzy
The Sword.

fuck AYE!

can't wait, i finally have something to look forward to.

smile

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my head hasn't felt this clear in years.

and just to re-iterate, i am genuinely happy for you dude.

special place.

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What a lackluster day.

Hope all of yours was full of more excitement!

Oh well. I may be doing open mic down the Moorings on Sunday, RATM version of Maggies Farm.

smile
strawberrybomb:
My saturday was productive..today however not so. It's almost 2 and I am still in my pjs in bed. Haha. Oh well I am back to work tomorrow so it's allowed.

You sleep on a beanbag? man that must be uncomfortable. How come you don't have a room already?
strawberrybomb:
Did you do open mic? If so, did you rock it?

Ah, sleeping on a bean bag sounds kinda fun. Lazy days are the best. I am already looking forward to the weekend it's bad considering it's only monday but then I can have a lay in, be lazy and recover from my friday night smile

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truth.

the one thing i value above all others.

i want people to be truthful with me.

no walls of silence, or avoiding of subjects.

just... the TRUTH.

strawberrybomb:
That's the one thing I love about the beach, it totally chills you out. The summer is going to make me miss it so much, I used to live like 10 minutes from it, now it's an hour or so frown
strawberrybomb:
Life is fairly good, I've finally got a job after 2 months of being unemployed. Apart from that not much else is great. How about you?
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strawberrybomb:
I miss living near the beach. I used to love going there at night.
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this song is beautiful.

i'm going to the beach.
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so this is rock bottom.

great.

i might do something drastic. like join the army. or die. i dunno.

i probably won't.

i'll just die a little more each day until i am a mear shell of who i was.

fuck off.

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squee:
Keep you head up hun, stay strong, usually the worst times means there's something good around the corner
dickiebamboo:
i am tired of keeping my head up.

i seem to spend my life lurching between feeling great and having everything, to having nothing, and trying to keep my head up.

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