dickiebamboo

i wonder how long i will feel like this.

empty.

i wonder how long it will feel like my brain is being squeezed from the front of my head.

how many more days i feel like i am going to burst into tears at any moment.

or punch someone square in the jaw.

or just not care.

i want a free forward button.

new life break away.

cos, tonight, i feel like more.

all i want is a pretty, deftones loving, weed smoking girl to fall into my lap right about... now.

is that too much to ask?

Erm, good weekend. Things are plodding on great at the moment. GH:WT is like fucking CRACK though. Keeping me awake and shit.

Hoping my best friend feels better soon, I get worried when she is so ill.

Looking forward to hanging out with a certain someone.

anyways >

100 Things.. *my sleeping patterns are fucked up, so i need to do something!*

stolen from Strawberry_bomb...
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3 days in one.

fuck that shit.

i'm hiding in the house and getting baked all weekend.

c-ride for the win atm.

what a weekend. quite an eye opener...

I feel well alive after it though, I've been to the extremes of emotion, chemical enhanced moods, comedowns, and i loved every minute of it.

to sum up the weekend in some keywords -

alcohol
parties
tears
smiles
clubs
weed
beach
e
sunrise
poetry
obligation
realisation
unspoken agreements
kisses
cuddles
happy
ecstatic
alive.