dickiebamboo

I am raging tonight.

Short story is that Lindsay was back at work tonight.. having to good banter n that, just chilling.
This little creepy prick who has fancied Lindsay since he met her, walked into the bakery whilst we were having the aforementioned banter, and put his arm around her and kissed her head...

Lindsay looked so uncomfortable, to put it lightly. I know we have split up and that, but I could not help feeling the way I do about her, so a mix of protectiveness, the fact he wasn't respecting Lindsay, or me & i hate to admit it, jealousy made me get so angry.

I nearly laid him out on the bakery floor to be quite frank. I had to walk away though, i can't loose that job.

I thought I was starting to get on the way to getting over Lindsay, but I am no where even close. I love her so much. This is going to be bloody hard work.

I feel like a dick for the way I was getting so angry n shit.

FOR FUCKS SAKE.

I just want it back, even a little bit a week. 1 day. 1 hour. But it's gone. And I hate it.

I'm sorry.

I'm giving up all hope -