Sunday Oct 22, 2006

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rapid cycling due to medicine sucks...least i hope its due to medicine


my therapist is getting an earful tomorrow, at this rate, he'll be lucky if i don't throw the chair out the window.


taking my klonopin then laying down and staring at the ceiling

can't take being awake any more today
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tim_in_tampa:
heh, yeah, I actually didn't watch it, I figure when I don't watch my teams do well. I was at the outlet mall when I heard that they got the field goal.

I'm hoping to get some more Tampa SG people out to an outing. There are a few of us, just don't do a whole lot of events in town. Though a few of us go down to Ybor every once in a while.
pinknightmare21:
I hope your therapist can get you on the right meds! Its so damn frustrating, I know!!!! Hang in there!!

Sunday Oct 22, 2006

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tim_in_tampa:
nice tattoo, what lies beyond that point then?

Sunday Oct 22, 2006

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so the answer to dealing with any rough patch in life is clearly.....

NEW INK!!!

That's right boys n girls, I got a new tattoo today. As soon as it calms down a bit (give it a few hours) I'll post pics.

So badass.

biggrin

Sunday Oct 22, 2006

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on the medication rollercoaster of hate

i wish i never made this fucking move at all, worst idea ever, it's so seriously destabilized my mental health that anything good hasn't been worth all this pain.

i just want to run away and be left alone for a long, long time.
pinknightmare21:
I just read you post in the bipolar group, if you need to chat, you can im me at jennyjenny5000 on aim. I am sorry you are having such a difficult time and I hope you get feeling better soon. You are so right about the medicine being a roller coaster, I am switching meds right now also and it is frustrating. Well dear if you need someone to talk to I am here.
jenny

Saturday Oct 21, 2006

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changes is the theme of the day....

changed my meds....

got new piercings though...now have three holes in each ear.

going back to get my tattoo done tomorrow, if they have time.

here be dragons......

Friday Oct 20, 2006

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Today's mood: angry

I'm angry at the world today...angry that I have to feel like this, angry that I have to deal with this bullshit every single FUCKING day for the rest of my FUCKING life, angry that I feel so alone now, angry that I am so diligent with meds and therapy and getting "rewarded" for it by puking and wooziness and stumbling into...
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__lex__:
*hug*

Thursday Oct 19, 2006

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This has been a rough week.

A very rough week.

For those of you who are new to the world of psychiatric medications, a potential severe side effect of some of the newer antipsychotics is a condition called akathisia. Click on the spoiler below to read more about it, but continue reading if you don't.

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Akathisia (or "acathisia") is an often...
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Monday Oct 09, 2006

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Man did I pick the wrong day to quit smoking - what could go wrong, did go wrong - the husband of one of my employees got arrested, another is apparently so unable to get her kids lives together that they're not enrolled in school and strangely enough the truancy people are banging down the door. And, my mom got picked for jury duty (the...
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brocklee:
so when ya movin out to SF?

Monday Oct 09, 2006

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My time in FL is getting better and better - I've been busting my ass at work and it shows, business is thoroughly booming this week and we had a record week last week but the more important thing is that my mood is stable and happy...and I've actually got a social life going on now!

I went to the beach with Andrea yesterday and...
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Tuesday Oct 03, 2006

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Well I found out one of the more interesting side effects of my medication has been that I get ridiculously light headed, but apparently that's temporary. It was really bad this morning, to the point where I was laying on the floor of my office with my feet up on the chair. But I'm much better now.

I see my new doc again tonight at...
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