*This is going to be long so sorry in advance*
Who I am most thankful for are both of my beautiful daughters. I have 2 little princesses that have COMPLETELY changed my life. So I’ll start from the beginning. When I was pretty young, I want to say about 16, me and my now ex were trying to conceive a baby. Stupid at that age right? Well it never happened, and he ended up going to prison for 4 years and just as they were going to release him, an immigration hold was put on him (he was from the Bahamas) so I ended up depressed and doing drugs at the time(by the time he got deported I was 18 and working at the strip club from the time I was 17. I was going to move to the Bahamas to be with him but he caught another 2 years out their so I said screw it and moved back to Boston, where my life COMPLETELY changed and I met the father of my 2 girls. Now I moved up their to get away from coke, Molly, shrooms etc. now when I met him he was clean and I picked up drinking up north BAD. Me and him eventually tried to conceive kids, let’s face it neither one of us were getting any younger, by the time we had our first daughter I was 24 and he was 32, my knew I got pregnant and stop drinking, but when I got about six months pregnant with her he relapsed, he was also on drugs real bad so he ended up putting his hands on me pregnant, so naturally I left for the safety of me and my daughter, so because I hadn’t picked up drinking again DCF got involved in my life, as they were in my life they put me through hell I ended up going to jail, for an oui, and DCF saw of course that I went to jail, so by that time they threaten to put my daughter up for adoption, I’m not sure what it did but it woke me up like a bad dream, I ended up fighting for her for the next two years, eventually I won that fight and now I have her, right after that I moved back to Florida to get away from toxic people (because I was up north for 8 years and ready to come back to Fl) but before I moved back here I ended up pregnant with my second daughter. I told my kids dad that we need to move to Florida if he wants to give it another shot for the girls. And that’s exactly what we did. We moved to Florida last January and me and him have been clean ever since. We have little arguments naturally, but everything is going great for the most part now. So I don’t want to make this post too long but that’s exactly why I am thankful for my two daughters. I feel like I loved both of them SOOOO much that I’ve fought the most DIFFICULT battles by myself and won them. ALL FOR THEM. They basically saved my life because only god knows where I would’ve been if I didn’t have them. This is such a hard pill to swallow because I know I made some HUGE mistakes in life. On top of being a first time mom. But I honestly learned my lesson thanks to everything that has happened. So that’s a little about why I’m SO happy I had them and they are the BIGGEST blessings in my life. Thank you to everyone that read this entire post. Hopefully this will reach another mom so she doesn’t make the same mistakes I did. And if anyone is going through something similar and would like to talk about it, DO NOT HE ASHAMED TO WRITE ME. I’ll help as much as possible because I wish someone was there for me when I went through this. ♥️♥️♥️
@missy & @penny
I hope this gets considered for front page so I can help other moms or even dads!!!! I’ll attach a pic of myself because I don’t think I’m allowed to post my girls 💕♥️❤️ Thank you to everyone that listened 💕💭❤️
