mom isnt doing a poorly as i had imagined, not to say she is doing well. my father wouldn't even answer the door, his health has also been depreciating. I haven't seen him in 30 years or more. after talking w/ mom and her sister (who is taking care of her) if she beats this cancer thing it will be a miracle. she has basically given up. I even went so far as to offer my home to her. she was sapposed to see the oncologist monday but she hasnt called me yet. so i plan on talking to her today. I think i'll send my father a snail mail letter, but i have no idea what to say.


dear Bernie i wanted to be a pirate when i was a child, now that i'm grown its time for you to walk the plank?

what do you say to someone that you have never met, but whom without you wouldn't exist?

well i have two dr apts today, and one of them may get me my insulin pump.

the other may resolve my knee pain thing.

i'm running late for the knee thing now... so im off like a g-string!



troz