Working a nine day stretch. Just spent the past 4 days at are satellite store doing bike maintenance, servicing and renting bikes. Had my first day back at my regular shop today so it was a nice change of pace.
My friend brought my old trek down to work on and I'm over hauling and turning it into a single speed. Cause the thing is steel and way to heavy.
I was going to upload pictures but it seems my usb cord came up missing. so I will have to find a solution to that problem.
Whats new in my life? I have been struggling to find the patience for what it takes to be in a relationship. Trying not to go out and party so I can be more productive and stop worrying about everyone's drama and working so much I have no time to fix up my apartment. I haven't painted in 3 months. I needed a break but this is getting out of hand. I feel like becoming a bike mechanic has consumed my life, not that it's a bad thing it just took over my passion for painting and drawing. I have no energy for it these days.
I know when I get my apt back in order I will be more productive with my creative project and once the season slows down I will have more time to create. But then again I may never have time. This worries me because being an artist is what I do, It's who I am, so the thought of me not making it a point to get this in order scares me to a degree. in other dg news
My grandfather passed away on the 31st. and my uncle passed away on friday. I have so much going on in my head it's hard to grasp everything. I will miss them dearly but I know they were really sick and weren't going to get any better. I hate funerals. So much sorrow. If I can make it past this month I think I will be doing alright. one day at a time.
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any order and meaning, if there are any, must be created by individual effort and resolve, and created a new by each individual all the time."
My friend brought my old trek down to work on and I'm over hauling and turning it into a single speed. Cause the thing is steel and way to heavy.
I was going to upload pictures but it seems my usb cord came up missing. so I will have to find a solution to that problem.
Whats new in my life? I have been struggling to find the patience for what it takes to be in a relationship. Trying not to go out and party so I can be more productive and stop worrying about everyone's drama and working so much I have no time to fix up my apartment. I haven't painted in 3 months. I needed a break but this is getting out of hand. I feel like becoming a bike mechanic has consumed my life, not that it's a bad thing it just took over my passion for painting and drawing. I have no energy for it these days.
I know when I get my apt back in order I will be more productive with my creative project and once the season slows down I will have more time to create. But then again I may never have time. This worries me because being an artist is what I do, It's who I am, so the thought of me not making it a point to get this in order scares me to a degree. in other dg news
My grandfather passed away on the 31st. and my uncle passed away on friday. I have so much going on in my head it's hard to grasp everything. I will miss them dearly but I know they were really sick and weren't going to get any better. I hate funerals. So much sorrow. If I can make it past this month I think I will be doing alright. one day at a time.
"
any order and meaning, if there are any, must be created by individual effort and resolve, and created a new by each individual all the time."