dghouls

Praying with inconsistant hands

I'm singing softly now
From so much screaming
Does the light from my halo
Wash out the features of my demons?

I'd rather say fuck you
To inconsistant ideologies
Than politely smile at the
Concillitory life 'round me

I Pray with bruised knuckles
Pass breath with busted lips
Kneel in humble halleluahs
Full of vinegar and piss

I'd rather be unconnected
To multiple identities
Created to bring about
Compartmentalized effigies

Miniature funerals meant
To break up the monotony
Of dealing with myself
And all I was thought to be

I got worse than I gave
Story never told
I spent more than I saved
A debt more than my soul

I'll find my peace of mind
All on my own
Extending my reach this time
All on my own
Share, sow, and reap the find
To not be owned
To see not be shown
To be and be known