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You know this really sucks
What to do?
Yes you know it.
I can't help it.

I'm yours.
_lauren_:
hehehe
i'm leaving it up now just to further my reputation as a bitch
or something ...
biggrin

meh ... everything pretty much sucks
thats about it

had a good day?

kiss
_lauren_:
thanks hun
i always thought my eyes were boring
cause they were brown
but i like other peoples brown eyes
go figure
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What passing-bells for these who die as cattle?
Only the monstrous anger of the guns.
Only the stuttering rifles' rapid rattle
Can patter out their hasty orisons.
No mockeries now for them; no prayers nor bells;
Nor any voice of mourning save the choirs,-
The shrill, demented choirs of wailing shells;
And bugles calling for them from sad shires.

What candles may be held to...
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_sarah_:
Ooooohhh... poetry! Thanks for posting that. I forgot to dig for his stuff.

Nice profile picture. kiss
butterfly2:
THanks! I know that LA will fucking rock.

Sorry that we didnt talk longer today... hope you have a good one!

kiss
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My bad dreams just don't seem the same
Baby without you

I wish you were willing to accept the blame
Yeah, for all the shitty things you

Nightmares just don't scare me now
Baby without you

I wish that I could find the words to tell
You could politely go fuck yourself

Now that it's over
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_lauren_:
ick! uni work!
oooooh, get new ink!
and then send me pictures
biggrin
i wanna get someting on my forearm!
damn! i;m really tempted to get one now ...
tongue
_lauren_:
tongue
poohead!
hehehe
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I will never be your unemployed boyfriend
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elisabeth:
*Whew* What a relief. Will you help support me in the lifestyle to which I've grown accustomed? wink
_lauren_:
thats what you *say*
tongue biggrin

I'm gonna get a new tattoo
Black and stretching around my arm
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Anyone fancy flying to NY in april to go see Everclear?

It's *only* 400 for the flight (bollocks mad ). But we do stop over in Amsterdam. Meh.

This is gonna sound a little impulsive
This is gonna sound a little bit strange
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_sarah_:
Tempting... I don't care for Everclear, but I'd love to meet you. Unfortunately, exams keep me busy until 23 April. When are you coming?
_lauren_:
he is a genius at writing fuck you songs
love love
when they canceled i emailed Art about how capitol suck and he emailed me back biggrin he agreed too.
go me!
grrrrrrrrr capitol!

kiss

i hear it from my wonderful wife
that nothing is good enough
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We barely remember what came before this precious moment,
Choosing to be here right now. Hold on, stay inside...

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A groan of tedium escapes me, startling the fearful
Is this a test?
It has to be
Otherwise I can't go on

rinveni a me
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_lauren_:
icky!!!!!
_lauren_:
it better had be
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I need you to hit me and make me shake
I need you to hurt me and make me beg for more
I need you to bend me and make me break
I need you to make me feel like I am your whore

I feel complete when I feel sick inside
I need to feel like I am real inside
I need to feel...
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_lauren_:
fuck ...
you are so right

although i think i'm gonna have to try it out
biggrin
_lauren_:
yes i think its safe to say
i feel good about the sin
that i inflict on my own skin
i pay money to cut and burn
pictures like lessons
that i need to learn
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Another day, another pile of actions.

Do this.

Do that.

Do it all.

And do nothing.

When all I wanna do is sleep.

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People keep looking at me strangely in the street. Take... double take. I wonder if they recognise me from somewhere.

I went to sleep (for my three hours) and dreamed of cute vampire girls with sensual curves in their bodies. I...
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maelwys:
I was on JD last night for a change. I usually prefer the single malts, Laphroaig and Bowmore are my favourites at the mo.
_lauren_:
kiss
get some sleep sweetie
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Just what *is* the big deal about being in touch with reality? It's easier to dream than to open your eyes and see the world. I dream that one day it shall be all mine, the things I desire, the things you do too. Then I opened my eyes and it's not here.

I've had 3 hours of poor quality sleep. I feel weird. Again....
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zombieshark:
the problem is that it's not the world.. just the women i have no interest in, or if i did at one point.. they end up being incredibly annoying and overbearing.. or 37 years old. i do appreciate though either way.. believe me. it just freaks me out when they wreck their life over it (i.e. this last ones fiancee) i don't want that shit on my back.
thalia1:
random IMs are good sometimes.
sorry, all kisses reserved for Djdarlek.
xoxo thalia
that's my new fav profile pic of you!
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It's 2:30am and I can't fackin' sleep
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autumn:
You naught naughty boy.. I really liked your set..very nice!!
luv:
autumn
elisabeth:
Same here. Day 3 of insomnia *grrr*
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I think my ass just got abducted by aliens
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_lauren_:
the last film i watched was 'beat'
it's so fucking good!
very sad too frown

fuck its late!
i really should be asleep already.
meh ... biggrin

i'm gonna upload a new picture tomorrow i think

kiss
_v_:
they didn't kiss me
it was cold and painful
but the soreness is subsiding