You are so sweet, thank you for all the concern. Yes, it has sucked!! Last night I had dreams of him, had a hard time sleeping. His dad called and thanked me for the copy of the song he recorded at xmas time, they played it at the funeral. He is also having a dinner for all of john's friends tonight, which is cool there are so many people that came back for this. Lots of old friends around right now. It is very nice and very sad too.
[Edited on Apr 07, 2005 9:48AM]
I hope you already feel better !
Well...not really closer to you...maybe 20 km closer ?