First off I want to thank everyone for what they said, it meant a lot but I just wasn't able to reply to it at the time. The good news is that, from what I hear, she's ok now. Bad news is I think a few people have stopped talking to me since they found out what happend. Apparently some people do hold the idea that because I had so much communication with her over the time this was all spiralling (ie. in the weeks leading up to it) that I am in some way accountable. Some believe it's partly my fault, some believe I was being dramatic and therefore encouraging her and others believe it was my fault altogether.
In the middle of writing this I glanced at the open side of my computer and realised my processor fan had stopped working so I had to save what I had written, shut down and rewire the motherboard and heatsink fan ring. This has quite thrown my train of thought.
Edit: There was a lot more written here but for the sake of everyone I reckoned it better deleted.
Normal blog hilarity resumes next time, I promise.
In the middle of writing this I glanced at the open side of my computer and realised my processor fan had stopped working so I had to save what I had written, shut down and rewire the motherboard and heatsink fan ring. This has quite thrown my train of thought.
Edit: There was a lot more written here but for the sake of everyone I reckoned it better deleted.
Normal blog hilarity resumes next time, I promise.